Mean ol' Mr. Moka and his whiny self


Bosstone

 

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Yes I've been highly over the top the past few days about the staff problem. My fiance died around this time two years ago. I don't expect pity, I do not WANT pity because I'm tired of people bringing it up to me only to apologize ever since. I tend to become scrooge around this time of the year and it gets taken out on others when it really shouldn't.

Zwillinger is a good mod. I have nothing against him. I simply felt ridiculed by his hope-raising statement of "my favorite".

God forbid the first thing that comes to my head when I hear "my favorite" isn't Napolean Dynamite.



http://www.virtueverse.net/wiki/Shadow_Mokadara

 

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De minimis non curat Lex Luthor.

 

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Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West.
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever; I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.


 

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Originally Posted by dugfromthearth View Post
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West.
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever; I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Oh I've moved on from certain events, if that's what this is implying.

I'll be quite honest and say I'm horrible at interpreting(sp?) poems.



http://www.virtueverse.net/wiki/Shadow_Mokadara

 

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Eh, no harm done. Everyones got a story my friend.


"I have something to say! It's better to burn out then to fade away!"

 

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Eh, no harm done. Everyones got a story my friend.
Thanks.

I know making a thread for it makes me sound like an attention horse(Gotta be PG here!), but it's mainly because I felt bad about being such a baby and wanted to apologize without it being overshadowed by people who didn't read threads still telling me how wrong I am :P.



http://www.virtueverse.net/wiki/Shadow_Mokadara

 

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God forbid the first thing that comes to my head when I hear "my favorite" isn't Napolean Dynamite.
I can understand how this could have thrown you off.


The development team and this community deserved better than this from NC Soft. Best wishes on your search.

 

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Couple months ago, I was getting irritated with the game and generally.... unpleasant on the boards. Found myself apologizing once per thread, it seemed, for biting someone's head off.

Suggestion?

Just ignore the boards. A week or two, whatever. Peek back in, see if you still feel like grumping at someone, if so, give it another week.

The break helps, trust me. (At least I *hope* I haven't bitten anyone's head off lately - haven't intended to.)


 

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Thing is, some people don't know what it means to have something effect them to that degree. But sometimes something happens that just...sours you. On a time of year, on a song, on a movie. So don't let the people who don't get it bother you, and try to think as positively as possible given the situation.


"I have something to say! It's better to burn out then to fade away!"

 

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Originally Posted by Memphis_Bill View Post
Couple months ago, I was getting irritated with the game and generally.... unpleasant on the boards. Found myself apologizing once per thread, it seemed, for biting someone's head off.

Suggestion?

Just ignore the boards. A week or two, whatever. Peek back in, see if you still feel like grumping at someone, if so, give it another week.

The break helps, trust me. (At least I *hope* I haven't bitten anyone's head off lately - haven't intended to.)
Recently took a break from the forums just from busy work and laziness, but probably should do so again until it all cools off.



http://www.virtueverse.net/wiki/Shadow_Mokadara

 

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Moka!

Tell them how we need a Dual Pistol Buff/Debuff set with a dragon summon pet!


BrandX Future Staff Fighter
The BrandX Collection

 

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Moka!

Tell them how we need a Dual Pistol Buff/Debuff set with a dragon summon pet!
A dragon vanity pet I would totally be all over. For obvious reasons, my fellow magical gunner fan, and because DRAGOOOOOONS.



http://www.virtueverse.net/wiki/Shadow_Mokadara

 

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A dragon vanity pet I would totally be all over. For obvious reasons, my fellow magical gunner fan, and because DRAGOOOOOONS.
I would KILL for a dragon vanity pet, or better yet a Mastermind power set. Well...maybe...maybe not kill...but like...maim seriously...


"I have something to say! It's better to burn out then to fade away!"

 

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dragon summoning mastermind set...


 

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Originally Posted by Memphis_Bill View Post
Just ignore the boards. A week or two, whatever. Peek back in, see if you still feel like grumping at someone, if so, give it another week.

The break helps, trust me. (At least I *hope* I haven't bitten anyone's head off lately - haven't intended to.)
This.

I find myself in a much better mood, and much more productive, when I just check the forums once or twice a day, mainly skimming for any rumor topics, or checking out the Community and Dev Digests for important info. Oh sure, there are plenty of topics that call for my attention, but discipline is the key. I take a deep breath, and step away from the internet!


@Winter. Because I'm Winter. Period.
I am a blaster first, and an alt-oholic second.