Wandering Tuesday Mornings!

/e meanders into the building with a suitcase full of dirty clothes

Oh hi all!

Been away a while, sorry for that. Work and real life stuffs seemed to all pile up at once. :\

Sadly may do so again.

/e picks up Neko and flumpfs down in a FBBC while giving her head scritches.

Think we should stay inside where it is warm. The rain outside is cold cold with little chunks in the drops.

/e looks around for a hot cocoa mug.


Anyways Good Morning all! How is everyone doing?

Yay, a Rooky sighting!

*purrs and headbutts the Rook gently, rubbing against her, then sends one of the bots to clean all the dirty clothes and another to bring a couple of cups of cocoa*

You have been missed dear. And oh boy I can understand the busy. I know I wouldn't be the spamalot poster I am if I wasn't chained to my desk all day long. As for me? I'm doing well. I'm feeling more... centered right now. And having got a positive outlook again. Some venting to friends Sunday and Monday (yes, that included the Rookzerians and their wonderful kindness and support) has allowed me to clear out some of the nasty ickiness that's been building in my head again, allowing me to appreciate life once more.

So yeah.. People of the Rookery. you rock!

*gets into the serious business of enjoying scritchings and cocoa*

*strolls in*

Morning Rook and Neko.

Neko, glad to hear that you are feeling more centered. You're too good a person to be feeling bad.

*Grabs his coffee*

Rook, that for letter W thing can be really nasty. Try doing it for a company that treats you like crap. I am seriously toying with starting my own computer consulting business.

*gives everyone big squishy boobie hugz™!!!*

YaY!! Good morning everyone!!!

OoOoOoh did someone say ROCK!??!

*turns the jukebox3000 way past 11 & blares some CRUE!!!!!* \m/

Greetings and salutations everyone. \m/ >< \m/ Take a walk on The Wild Side

*walks out of the hallway sleepy eyed*

Mornin's all

*walks over, gives Neko a quick scritch on the head, grabs a donut, and plops down on the sofa*


Detra, why are you blasting Crue this early in the morning? You got me up, and I was having such a nice dream.

Ut ohhhh.....look who is over sleeping!

Today, will be different when I get home. So different in fact, that I'll get donuts on my way home. I know I need to get a Chocolate Glazed donut and a Blueberry Fritter...

Awwww, Fedor looks so cute tucked in like that. Let's not wake him.

And I would exactly trust Basement Cat to 'save the day'. I bet he's just fleeing from the sun.

:relaxes on her ceiling beam, watching the goings on downstairs. After a moment, she lazily floats to the ground.

"Morning, all. I agree, let's not wake the cute little sock guy..."

:turns on YouTube to a lullabye.."This should keep him asleep for a while longer.."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thcy4dYGJQk

*poofs into the rookery in an explosion of bacon*
hi every one * waves to all*

Did somebody say BACON???

You really don't want to use a bacon teleporter around here night. The last person that tried that... Well let's just say we never did find all of the pieces. And I don't think we ever will.

*burp*

*stumbles in sleepily, grabs coffee and snags a FBBC in the corner and hides*

Today is just not a good day. Actually, the last few days haven't been good in the Wyld head. Having a mental illness is something I wouldn't even wish on my worst enemy, or my ex-husband. *sigh* And it's just never gonna go away. I'm so tired of fighting it. I want to give up and let it win.

*sobs quietly into her coffee*

Sorry to be such a downer.

well then i best try to use a diffrent teleporter then

OMG a Fedor is sleeping Wait why for do they need sleepz? Hello all! DP day! Hopefully

*walks over and wraps Wyld up in a tight hug and gives comforting*

I know hon... I know... We get through as best we can though.

*Hugs Wyld*

You got us here for you and Hubby cares also. I know you want to give up, but please don't. *Makes puppy dog eyes*

And Cap, considering its not in the store yet, I doubt it will be today.

*hands wyld some bacon* here this might help and i know you can get through it

*Wakes up and stretches.*

Morning...

RookyNekoDaKittehNightOokamiVexXxaGlomperSheckyCap tainOfDaAmazingWyldPhillyDemonRadArachnidDetra

Thanks for the hugs & support y'all.

Demon, my diagnosis is also bipolar disorder, I also have generalized panic disorder. I've been seeing therapists since I was 7 and I've been medicated for the last 9 years. My body builds up a resistance to my meds and I eventually have to switch things around. Now is one of those times for a change up on the meds.

Saw my shrink yesterday and she did a minor tweak to my mood stabilizer, increased it from .5 mg to 1.5 mg. Can't change too much at once otherwise we don't know what's working & what's not.

Tonight I go see my therapist. He's a really awesome guy and talking to him helps. But like I said, I've been seeing therapists since I was 7 and I guess I just don't understand why I'm not getting any better. It's frustrating. It's tiring. It makes me very sad.

FEDORRRRR!!!
Fedor!! Time to glomp everyone!!


*puts Fedor on shoulder and runs around the room everyone*

*hugs Wyld again*

Sadly, a real cure is not usually available in cases like this. If you have some sort of trauma, or a phobia or something of that nature, these are things that can sometimes be worked out in therapy.

Things like bipolar disorder though, or anxiety attacks are generally caused by a chemical imbalance. Which means the only way to treat them right now is through regular does of medication. A therapist can help, sure... But it's something that won't ever go away most likely. Not with the medicine we have today.

Still, it's better than it was not all that long ago. Back when medical treatment consisted of being locked up and a lobotomy... Or drilling a hole in the skull to let the bad spirits out.