DJ_Shecky

Originally Posted by Pogothulu

ok..

pc..updated!!! (well as far as coh is concerned)

attire- changed to sweatpants and drinking coffee..now Im sweating but still have headaches

so if I may ask- the going rogue preorder..I have two accounts..do I have to buy the preorder for each acct? how does this worjk? and if I wait foor the disk to come out can I just load it into my pc and/or laptop to upgrade both accts?

Originally Posted by NekoAli

No.. no scary movies here. I'm frightened by something much worse. People and real life. I didn't sleep well again last night. And I'm having trouble eating lately.

sigh... I really don't want to turn this place into a venue for my issues.. It's really not the place. I wanted to come up with a happy and fun topic. But no matter what these days, I can't shake the near pants-wetting terror I feel almost all the time lately. I wish I could afford to see my therapist.

You see, I've been on a kick lately for reading webcomics about people like me. On one hand, I find them to be very relateable and encouraging. On another hand, I find a bit of pointless jealousy, since naturally these characters always pass unless there is a story reason they don't. But that's silly and minor.

And finally, the problem being that they are also scaring the crap out of me. And I mean a real, personal and immediate fear. When making stories about TG people, the fact of violence often comes up. It is one of the biggest fears, and justifiably so.

So I'm caught between feelings of intense longing to be more myself openly and expressing myself more, and absolute terror in the seeming almost certainly that doing so could get me attacked, ***** and/or killed. I'm trying to fight it, but the hormones and mood swings sure aren't helping. Yet through the terror, I know going back won't work anymore. I can't go back to hiding. I want to shout it to the world and correct the people that see me wrong... but I know if I do, eventually someone is going to take offense. And the results could be... very bad.

I'm sorry to be such a downer. But you people are my friends, and you've been so understanding of me. I just.. I have to keep getting these things out so I can keep them from becoming to overwhelming. I'm sorry.

Originally Posted by RCTankboy

Im happy to say at least 1 one of Domino33's toons found a home, in our troll "cape group".
Got'em on the email list already! We're very glad Domino agreed to join our little gang with his Troll.

We also recently moved as a group from Pinnacle (WHEN are the sg base xfers going to get created\enabled???) to Virtue, looking for more teaming opportunities. While our rp mostly consists of riffing (using troll talk)on anything we hear someone say, its still pretty darn fun.

As for "Pokkit D"; I usually stand in ther eon my Supatroll, Rocko. Schecky is right, its a wierd place. However, Ive seen some pretty heavy rp occur. I have even been invited to an RP AE arc that was VERY well done! Dont knock Pokkit D to hard tho, there are some good non trolls in there, but it takes time to find them, thats all. Well that and lots and lots of donuts...

/e resumes eatin dyne donut while watch da lil non trolls be silly.

Originally Posted by Father Xmas

There is also an alternative explanation to the reported performance numbers. The card is so powerful that games are now CPU bound.

We'll see what the mass tech media thinks of the card once it comes of NDA and is benchmarked on a dozen different tech sites if the card and GPU are a bomb or the bomb.