My Beautiful Misery


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As my vision clears and the lurching sensation in my gut fades (thank whatever gods are watching over me that I didn’t lose my lunch…), I have one thought repeating over and over in my mind.

What the Hell was I thinking?

I wasn’t thinking, really. I had a notion and I acted on it. Not my finest work, not by a long shot, and it’ll probably get me killed, but I don’t have time to consider any of that. Instead, I have to focus on the dark, dank room I’m in and the other people in it.

“You’re back early,” comes a stereo-like voice that reminds me of Positron.

I look over at him and realize it’s Antimatter. He’s glaring at me through that glowing visor of his; he has his arms folded over his chest like he expects me to do or say something.

I can’t get a reading on his thoughts… I couldn’t get one from Positron, either. They keep their minds well-schooled.

However, the other individual in the room, the one who I shouldn’t be able to read, is broadcasting a plethora of messages from her repeatedly-damaged mind. Briefly, I look over at Mother Mayhem and gasp a little as I realize it’s not the face of Shalice looking pensively at me, but of Aurora!

They expect me to say something.

“You sent me into the midst of some crazy, rusty machines, you philistine!”

I hope they had philistines in this world… I hope it’s something my opposite would say…

“Did you find the other Malaise?” Antimatter asks, “I would have kept tracking him, but something got a hold of the transmitter Dominatrix planted out there and destroyed it…”

Good Clockwork King… You keep doing work like that, and we might have to make room for you in the Vindicators… Just ease up on Penny and—

Back to the issue at hand. I’m not out of here yet… Maybe I should just press the “Return” button again and-

Looking at the device, I see the power cell is drained. I have to think of a lie and think it up quick.

“You sent me to a blasted wasteland with a bunch of robots! They were messing with my mind! How was I supposed to find my goody-two-shoes double in a place like that!? What would a man of my caliber even be doing out there!?”

Antimatter stares at me for a few seconds that feel like hours and I feel Mayhem’s mind brush against my own. However, my defenses are in place, and she shrinks back as if struck. I’m going to have to fix that in a short while; if it looks like I’m hiding my thoughts from her, she’ll realize I’m not her Malaise. Perhaps I should create some fake thoughts…

“I’ll have to check my notes. Perhaps the transporter didn’t send you to the appropriate coordinates, then,” the armored man (is he? I think he’s an energy being still…) reaches for the device I’m holding and I toss it to him like it’s a piece of junk, “Watch it, you fool!”

“What do I care if it breaks,” I snort, “It’s not like it worked anyway…”

“You should teach your whelp some manners, Mother Mayhem. If it weren’t for my sensors registering his opposite in a position we could have captured him, I wouldn’t have included your obviously inept protégé in this experiment.”

“Inept!?” I shout with indignation that isn’t entirely fake, “I’m not the one who made a broken toy!”

Antimatter’s visor glows brightly and some green energy flashes at his armor’s fingertips. I’m pushing a little too hard now. I need to tone it-! He’s melting the device in his hand…

“Look! See?’ I can’t help myself and my mouth keeps running, “Now it’ll never work right!”

Anti-Keyes looks down and sees that he’s destroyed his work. Better yet, he’s molten any trace of DNA or fingerprints that could be on the metal, plastic and polymer. Also, in his embarrassment, his glowing has died down.

“Raymond,” Mayhem sighs as she wraps her arms around me from behind and rests her chin on my shoulder, “Don’t mind Malaise’s games, he’s just trying to get into your head and under your skin. Perhaps it’s time you returned to your lab and got to work on improving this technology. If we’re to move on Tyrant’s plans, we’ll need these devices to be in perfect condition to avoid any messy… Accidents…”

I have an image float through my mind, from her, of some robots that look like the bigger Clockwork, only shiny and steel, melted into concrete columns. Apparently, Antimatter and his associate, Neuron, are having trouble repairing their portal technology since Manticore damaged their prior system.

“Very well, Mother Mayhem,” he grumbles as he turns to leave, “I’ll see you in Tyrant’s throne room in three days.”

With that, he left me alone with my mentor’s opposite. I turned to look at her and realized that such an assertion of Mayhem wasn’t exactly precise. In fact, Mayhem is certainly inferior to Psyche…

“Why can’t I feel you?” she asks breathlessly.

There’s a strange, warm sensation coming from her mind and I realize (with horror) it is affection. In fact, she was worried I might not come back. It’s a little unsettling that she has affection for my counterpart.

I almost laugh as I realize the absurdity that she wasn’t expecting me but him. My opposite is, hopefully, getting zapped to and interrogated in Ziggursky as we speak. However, I have to deal with the revulsion that’s causing my bile duct to quake.

“I…” I stammer as I try to think of a reason why I have my mental defenses on overdrive, “The robots… Strange, clattering rodents… They… They were messing with my mind in some way… I don’t know what I did to shut them out, but I can’t make it turn off…”

I put enough panic into my voice to make her think I’m being truthful. She stops brushing my mind and nods. Her embrace tightens briefly and she whispers into my ear.

“You’ll get better, baby. We’ll be together again shortly.”

I need to be alone, so I try to come up with something that will get her to leave me. Since my opposite is still something of an artist, I consider using that…

“Please, my dear,” I clasp her hand in mine and twist out of her embrace, pausing briefly to kiss the back of it before continuing, “This whole ordeal… It has inspired me. I must… I must be alone, so I may engage in this great work… It has been so long since I’ve painted…”

“Why paint it when you can etch it into the minds of our patients?” she countered.

“My dear, it has been so long…”

Using terms of endearment to converse with this woman is making my stomach turn worse than the dimensional jaunt.

“…I wish to practice the lesser art more… It has a tendency to last longer and it’s always distorted and muddled up when it’s just in the minds of my audience…”

Considering the fact that was precisely the problem I had when I was an art thief who tormented the minds of my pursuers, I figured this would be a problem my “Dark Mirror” counterpart would run into as well. We could implant the vision we had, but the mind’s eye is always so unique to the individual… The image we create could be retained for years, days, hours, minutes, seconds… We could never know. Always, though, the vision would change and distort.

I still remember the Interpol officer who told me she didn’t appreciate me pitting her against her mother in one of the visions I sent her. When I read her mind briefly (in a bit of a violation of my parole, but I insist I was trying to help!), I saw the vision she meant, but I remembered pitting her against a classic witch. I suppose she had issues with her mother, but it’s not my place to dwell on the subject. I’m using this as an example of the sorts of things that can distort the visions I and my counterpart inflict on our foes.

“I would like to see this last longer,” I sigh in exasperation.

“Very well, love,” she leans in to kiss me, and I turn away just in time to feel it on my cheek (better that than my lips; I’d have lost my lunch on the spot), “Oh! I’ll see you tomorrow, then. We’ve got patients to work on!”

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It takes me a while to find my room. I covered myself by telling anyone who asked that I felt like wandering around and getting a look at the lay of the land, let the desolate wreckage of the once-proud city inspire me…

Well, it does inspire me… It inspires me to want to help these people. There must be some kind of horrid malady afflicting the meta humans of this world and the related ones. Every city is leveled, every water is fouled and every resource is plundered. The planet is tearing itself apart now because Tyrant and his minions have no regard for anything more than instant gratification.

I catch the sunset on this blasted cityscape and I have to fight back a tear. It’s madness and stupidity rolled into one that these lunatics could even begin to perceive themselves in the right. Surrounded by all of this entropy… It makes sense that they would want to invade Prime Earth and strip it of its riches and resources, like Biblical locusts… Interdimensional Biblical Locusts…

Suddenly, I find myself liking the Rikti a little more. At least they felt threatened by us and were simply lashing out over a misunderstanding. They weren’t trying to make the rest of the multiverse as miserable as they were (not that the Rikti are miserable…). On the roof of the asylum, I stretch my mind out to get a feel of what this world’s Steel Canyon is like…

What I find chills my spine.

When I finally reach my chambers, I take a moment to rest and settle my nerves. The world is patrolled by Marauder’s punks, Bobcat’s strays, and the robots of Antimatter and Neuron. What few people are left that aren’t part of the factions are either part of the tiny resistance cells or are just…

They’re just born victims.

I guess you can’t really be evil unless you have a steady stream of people to abuse. Tyrant’s minions are carting in more people to torment from the rest of the world all hours of the day and night. This Paragon City is a fortified city state (which is giving it too much credit, considering the urban wreckage) that’s still at war with the rest of the world. The difference between this place and the Rogue Isles back home, however, is that this place isn’t waterlogged. It was a part of a larger nation, and now it’s a festering cancer that’s destroying the rest of the world around it.

The rest of the world is mounting its resistances, but Tyrant’s got a stranglehold on this place that Recluse would envy. Recluse is still trying to assert his dominance, Tyrant has it. He’s got the armies of super-powered malcontents, he’s got the superweapons… I bet he even has this world’s Warburg.

This world is lost.

It’s going to end, either from getting split in two by the meta humans abusing it or by incineration in nuclear fire. It’s going to happen soon, too. I can feel it. It scares me.

They’ll come to Prime Earth… They’ll think they can conquer us… It’ll be a whole new war, one I don’t know if we’re ready to fight or win, but we’ll have no choice…

It’s too much to think about right now and it’s terrifying me. I have to prepare my escape and I need to do it now. I still don’t know what I was thinking… I should have just found Positron and handed him the device… He’d have figured it out. This spy stuff is beyond me.

I’m an artist not a… Not a…

What the Hell am I even doing here if I don’t think of myself as a hero? How do I look at myself?

I guess I’ll just have to keep my eyes and ears open, pay attention, and try to find what I can about this place before I find my way out of here. I need to do some kind of good before I leave… I need to do something…

Otherwise, I’m just ambling around this nightmare aimlessly…


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Exceptional work, as always. One tiny nitpick though...

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Good Clockwork King… You keep doing work like that, and we might have to make room for you in the Vindicators… Just ease up on Penny and—

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The same Clockwork King who kidnaps engineers, kills pedestrians for getting in his way or for wearing watches, vandalizes public property over the entire city...

Yeah. Then again, this is written from Malaise's view, so perhaps his opinion is different than the norm.


 

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The only people I'm aware that the Clockwork King has killed are the Police Officers who came to arrest him and the one that interfered with his Clockworks' theft of some copper.

There's even a mission early on where you find out that his Clockwork stole a handicapped man's trophy and disassembled his wheelchair but did not actually harm him.

On the other hand, he did cause one of the heroes in Skyway to lose his leg in combat-- think it's Jake Montoya.

But in general, CK is one of the less violent villains in Paragon.


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On the one hand, the Grinch reference was really cute. On the other hand it made me stop reading immediately to post this. I s that good or bad? Hmmm...

*Edit* Good stuff Maynard. Mother Mayhem is genuinely creepy. I like the idea the characterization of Malaise. He's conflicted without being emo.


 

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Alright. Okay. I think I’ve calmed down, now.

A little drawing, a little nap, some dinner… Then more drawing, a shower, throwing up in the toilet and a good eight hours of fitful sleep did my body good. Well, not exactly good, but at least I’m not panicking like I was yesterday.

Instead, I’m planning. I know what I have to do and where I should be looking. It’s not exactly a simple accomplishment to go into Antimatter’s laboratory and steal another interdimensional doohickey, but that’s what I’ve got to do. Fortunately, I’ve got the fact that everybody thinks I’m their Malaise working for me. For now, I’ll have to maintain that role…

Oh crap…

I sense the entourage of Mother Mayhem’s “orderlies” before they knock on my door. She wants to work on some “patients.” I already know she intends to drive some more people insane…

I guess you can’t have a world of evil people without someone to victimize…

I answer the door and the orderlies, led by one Doctor Vasilikos, greet me rather cordially. Vasilikos is a bit strange to look at since he isn’t the hulking, stitched-together monstrosity most people know as Doctor Vahzilok, but he’s still got the crazed look in his eyes. I can already feel him dissecting me in his mind. Funny thing is, I can see it, too, and it’s not pretty.

So I send him an image of my flesh reaching up and grabbing him. As terrified as he is of disease, the idea of “unclean” flesh reaching past his sterilized gloves is a bit disconcerting and he stumbles back a bit. He doesn’t get angry, though. He takes it like a joke!

“Ha! Good one, Malaise,” he chortles in a thickly Slavic accent, “I’ll have to remember that… Maybe come up with new medical equipment, too! In a world where people can do many things, it would be best to prepare for such weird moments, yes?”

“Just remember to stop fantasizing about filleting me like a fish,” I hiss back, “Otherwise, I’ll be forced to drown you in a cesspit every time you close your eyes.”

Vasilikos’ eyes go wide. Stammering an apology and nodding rapidly, he turns and the entourage leads me down the halls of the Asylum. At first, things are fine. Everything’s normal and I feel like these orderlies could have easily been replaced by Longbow soldiers. That all changes when we descend into the lower floors, though. I don’t mean the first and second floors of this place, they’re actual legitimate medical facilities (which surprises me, I didn’t think Tyrant or his cronies would supply medical aid; of course, most of those patients were probably “loyal soldiers”). The basement levels, however, are riddled with terrified, miserable and increasingly unstable or outright insane individuals.

Most are just like the civilians back home. I used to hold the people there in contempt when I was obsessed with my own vices. After Shalice helped me, I barely gave them any notice. After my failure… Well, I haven’t given anybody much notice…

Maybe that’s why I’d failed to begin with. Everybody calls Statesman a jerk because he doesn’t seem to really talk to people, more at them. He doesn’t see people, he looks through them… I was doing the same… To everybody… Willfully. I thought I was the only important person in the world and everything fell apart when one thing went wrong in my life.

I’ve got to stop beating myself up over this. Yeah, I should feel bad about what happened and my responsibility for it, and I should recognize my role in the ordeal, but if I don’t learn to move on… I’ll just be another thug with a grudge, no matter which side I’m on.

But whatever I’m going to do, I can’t do it right now… No matter how much I want to.

I can hear the various individuals my counterpart and his demented mentor have tormented over the years screaming, whimpering, howling and making other noises to signify their dementia. Some are laughing, others are crying. Some aren’t making any sound or displaying any emotion at all, they just stand in front of the door and stare out the eye-slit at me and the entourage as we walk past.

I can hear their thoughts, though. I can see the things going on inside their heads. Malaise, my counterpart, has torn open the door that locks away their fears and they spend every waking day drowning in the things that set their teeth to chatter and their spines to tremble. They all want to just curl up into balls in the corners of their concrete rooms so they can sleep and make the scary things go away, but my counterpart and Mayhem keep having the orderlies drag them back out for more torment.

I wish I could reach inside the minds of all these people and put back the door that locks away the scary things and seal it shut, but that would blow my cover. Mayhem would know I wasn’t her Malaise in an instant and I would join the ranks of the unjustly damned.

In the deepest levels of the Asylum, Vasilikos brings me to Mayhem and her latest project. It reminds me of the same setup Shalice told me about, the young woman strapped to the surgical bed, only the operation light shining on her while the rest of the room is dark. She’s looking around, terrified. I can sense her thoughts about her last moments of freedom, how she was just scavenging for food when the Rampagers found her. Then they had their “fun” with her before turning her over to the Asylum after my counterpart sensed her psychic potential (and he must have really enjoyed the extra dose of nightmare fuel the sick bastards had heaped upon her, the sick [censored]). Now…

I see her look to me and she’s filled with equal parts fear and hate. I know I’m not the one she hates, but I look like him… Technically, physically, I am him, but I come from a different place, I live a different life… I’m not the monster she thinks I am, but she doesn’t know that, so she continues to fear and hate me.

I don’t blame her.

“Oh, Malaise,” Mother Mayhem purrs as she leans forward, bracing herself on the operation bed, “I’ve been aching to see you work your magic on this one… Her mind is so specially primed… I can’t wait to see what wonderful dreams you’ll bring out of her!”

I can sense she’s getting aroused by all of this nonsense. Frankly, I can feel the bile rising to my throat again. What’s more, I know I can’t torment this poor woman. Even when I was a criminal I never did anything so willfully depraved, and I’m not about to start now.

I feel something in me click or shift or change somehow, but I don’t have time to think about it.

Instead, I approach the operation table and grasp the poor girl’s face. I run my hand across her forehead and drum my fingers on her temple. I’m stalling as I consider the frantic plan that has crossed my mind and work out the nuances of it. There’s so much I don’t know about the situation, so much that I’ll have to react to as it happens and I can’t plan for it. What happens if Mayhem realizes I’m lying about the weird mental block? What if Vasilikos gives in to his own insanity and tries to murder me while I work and take my place as Mayhem’s student? What if… Gosh I don’t know…

I start making the illusion just as I start to sense that there’s a certain impatience radiating from Mother Mayhem. I pull the visions of Marauder’s men finding the girl from her mind and unveil them for all the world to see. They’ve kicked her into the base of a tree and now they’re all looming over her, sneering and jeering. They’ve got wicked plans in mind, and everybody knows what they plan.

A flood of impassioned approval comes from Mayhem, but I sense something else from Vasilikos. I’m radiating these images to everybody in the room, save one, and the girl is looking up at me, terrified and somewhat confused. She’s wondering why Mayhem is practically swooning with physical rapture and why I’m sweating as I try to wrap illusions around illusions and force-feed them to the people that expect me to wreak horror on her poor soul.

I’ve got to make Mayhem think I’m enjoying this, so that’s another image I have to make up and show her. I have to make her think the woman is being tormented, so that’s another image… I have to account for every little detail. My only fortune at the moment is that the monster driving Aurora’s body is so distracted by this horrible thing I’ve created by burning the poor girl’s nightmare fuel.

I finished the nightmare. I turned the Rampagers bestial and showed them ravaging the poor girl from multiple angles to the audience in the room. Vasilikos cleared his throat a little as he saw the images play out in their perverse glory. Mayhem visibly shuddered with pleasure as the monstrous art reached its climactic finish and the image of the girl I was “tormenting” screamed out in fear and pain. Then I shut the whole “painting” down, save one image of a passed out girl overlayed on the real one. She was still looking up at me, wondering what the Hell was going on and why I had my hand clamped over her mouth.

She’s seen nothing. She has no idea why Mayhem is so happy and I’m so terrified.

“That was amazing,” Mayhem moaned weakly, she was breathless from exhausting herself while I painted, “I’m going to have to retire to my room for a while… To sleep…”

She sauntered to the door and stopped before opening it. Turning to me, she dropped her voice to a husky drawl and asked if I would like to join her.

“As much as I would relish the opportunity,” I rasped, partly because of my act, and partly because I was hoarse from the strain of deceiving her, “I must say that I am phenomenally inspired at the moment, and simply cannot let the vision go to waste!”

She purred at that, expecting something grand from me. Still, she didn’t press the issue and left without saying another word as she was so lost in her bliss. I shook my head ruefully when I was certain she was gone and turned to Vasilikos.

“How long have you been a part of the Resistance?” I asked coldly, dropping the illusions and removing my hand from the confused woman’s mouth.

“What?” Vasilikos asked, his hand instinctively reaching for a customized scalpel he kept that was more like a butcher’s knife, “Whatever do you mean, Malaise?”

“I mean I could sense what you were feeling when I showed you those illusions. I take it the Malaise you know never cared to feel what others around him were, so he never noticed when you started making plans to rehabilitate his victims.”

He glared at me, and his eyes no longer reflected madness. Instead, a gamut of emotions, ranging from confusion to hope, played across his eyes and he stepped closer to me. His hand pulled away from the large-bladed scalpel and he reached for the light switch on the wall. Flicking it on, he looked closer to me and removed his surgical mask.

“You’re… You’re not him?” he asked, “No… You’re not. Your posture, your demeanor… You’ve been exerting yourself fiercely to make others believe you are, but… Who are you?”

“I’m Malaise,” I admitted, “Just not your Malaise. Can you trust them?”

He turned to his orderlies, then back to me and nodded.

“Let’s find somewhere that’s safe to talk,” he rasped, “Mister Flenser, Madame Stitch, get this woman to rehabilitation. I and Cortex will accompany our new… Ally of sorts… to the Bronze Way safehouse.”

“She’ll still need help, Vahzilok,” I explain, “Just not as much as you’ve helped these people…”

I can see it now, in this brighter light. The orderlies are stitched together shamblers, the more powerful ones. We call them Eidolons back home. Cortex, indeed, is one of the most powerful, and even has psychic powers. It probably helps Vasilikos to hide from Mayhem’s senses.

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“They lost much to Mayhem and my Malaise,” Vasilikos murmurs as he takes a seat in one of the rotting couches with a blanket thrown over it, “And I worked so hard to save them… The strain was too great for them, but… I promised them they would be free… I couldn’t let them die like that, tormented by what you-he and Mother Mayhem had done. I brought them back so they may take revenge someday.”

“Death would probably have been preferable for them,” I counter as I look about the safehouse.

“I know. I have commited a great sin in this, and while they have forgiven me, I have not. I will live with the horror of what I have done for the rest of my life. My one hope is that I will be able to help overthrow the monsters tormenting this city and the world. Then I will lay my companions to the rest they deserve and try to forget this ordeal.”

“You never will. Believe me, I know. The terrible things you’ve done will haunt you for the rest of your life.”

“I know. But still… We will do what we can.”

“We did give him permission beforehand,” Cortex adds, his voice unsettlingly hollow as he speaks, “Even with the nightmares plaguing our minds, we remember giving the Good Doctor permission to make us tools of vengeance against you and your Queen.”

“My counterpart,” I correct the shambler, “not me.”

“You look the same to me.”

“You look like a monster who tried to poison the water past the city dam where I’m from. I wouldn’t let the appearances go deceiving you. Besides, Cortex, you can read my mind and know I’m telling the truth.”

“It could be another of your illusions, another of your lies,” the shambler isn’t giving me much credit, though that’s probably prudent in this world, “This could be a huge game to you!”

“Enough, Core,” Vahzilok-er… Vasilikos shouts, “Malaise has never ignored an opportunity to lay with his queen and play with her pet! The girl we recovered was undamaged from his nightmare visage, though those Rampagers had already done quite enough.”

“You’ll still be a long time helping her,” I interrupt, then, piqued, I inquire “Her pet?”

“Mother Mayhem’s pet. From the days when her body used to be a heroine. I believe it was the heroine’s husband.”

Calvin Scott? He’s still alive in this world?

It's something I'll have to see for myself.

It’s a bit much for me to take in, so I let it go for the moment. If what Vasilikos is saying is true, however, it makes the twisted psychic queen of this world even more revolting. She's tormenting the husband of the woman whose body she stole.

You can’t have a world full of monsters without victims…


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I just have to say this.

Dr. Vahzilok and Dr. Vasilikos are both awesome.

This story is awesome.

Awesome + Awesome = ************************* -ERROR- -SHUTTING DOWN-


 

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Damn, this is good stuff, Mr. G. You can think of things I haven't even begun to consider.

Well done, sir!


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I tend to think of Prateorian World the way I think of Star Trek's mirror universe. Tyrant is pretty much Statesman with a goatee. (Yeah, I know he doesn't technically wear one.)

This story is making me rethink that a bit. In fact, Mother Mayhem pretty much creeps me right out. I don't think I'll be seeing either her or Malaise quite the same way any more.


 

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((With the recent announcement about "Going Rogue" and the implication that it seems to involve the Praetorians rather heavily, I'm kind of worried as to what will become of my story's "viability." Especially considering what Malaise has to say right now…))

Before I left, Vasilikos- excuse me… Doctor Vasilikos informed me of the resistance. So far, there were a few major groups posing a real threat to Tyrant’s rule. Unfortunately, they weren’t necessarily too keen on working together…

There was the Carnival of Light, the alternate version of the Carnival of Shadows that was apparently an army of average people who were massively improved by their connection to Vanessa DaVore, as opposed to having their minds and souls stripped away by the connection. I almost wanted to meet her an maybe get some insight on the sort of person Vanessa would normally have become if it weren’t for the corrupting power the Prime version had encountered, but there wasn’t much I could gain from such an encounter rather than a satisfaction of my curiosity.

There was the “Global Defense Consul,” or as I would know it, the Council. They were led by Paolo Tirelli, a man I would otherwise call “the Center.” He was assisted by, surprisingly, a consortium of Kheldians that were led by two agents known as Crescendo and Arakhn, as well as the inventors, Gauth (which seemed to be a word that blended Goth and Gaul, though I don’t see what that has to do with the term “vandal”) and Commander Burkholder. Finally, there was the scientist, “Doctor Orlok,” or Nosferatu back home.

The stories went on like this. Apparently, the only groups that seemed to be the same as I knew them were the Rikti, Nemesis Army and the Freakshow. The rest were almost saccharine-sweet or twisted about or turned on their heads. Heck, even Tub Ci led “the Gangs,” an amalgam of the Hellions, Skulls, Outcasts, Warriors and Tsoo. He, along with Odysseus, Frostfire, and the Petrovic brothers, leads the street sweeping initiative, combating all the up-and-coming super-powered villains that had pledged loyalty to the Praetorians. Unfortunately, they don’t seem to be too effective.

In the meantime, they still had Nemesis trying to manipulate all of them, and when I asked about the “Rogue Isles,” Vasilikos could only look at me with a blank stare. It was a lot to take in. Without input, I figured that the “anti-Arachnos,” and even the “anti Malta Group,” was probably laying really low to avoid getting smashed to bits by Tyrant’s forces. It was a smart plan, apparently, because the public ones weren’t faring too well. Vasilikos, as it turned out, had only a few zombies in his employ. They were powerful, to be sure, but they weren’t what was needed to turn back the tide. None of them were. They could only really slow Tyrant’s forces.

Toward the end of the explanation, I realized that half of what Vasilikos was saying was as much wishful thinking as anything else. He wasn’t really certain of anything, but he did know something about Prime Earth through his work with Malaise and Mother Mayhem. He’d seen the gangs of somewhat-super-powered street toughs battling Tyrant and Marauder’s forces. He’d seen a few soldiers flitting this way and that out of sight from the Praetorians and had heard rumors about whom they worked for.

In the end, I couldn’t be certain I had any support.

As I made my way back to the Asylum, I pondered what I was dealing with. On second glance, Steel Canyon actually wasn’t that bad off, though it was still extremely damaged. People still went about their daily business, but where people on Prime Earth were usually blissfully unaware, these people had a sensation of fear that wafted from their minds. Most ignored the super-powered oppression until it busted down the door and invaded their lives. They all knew, buried somewhere in the backs of their minds, that their illusion of “things will get better” wasn’t going to come true.

It was a depressing state. It reminded me of the times I was commissioned to help Longbow provide security for goodwill organizations. I got to see all kinds of starving people in dire straits. They would be diseased, emaciated, or simply exhausted from trying to work land that refused to grow crops. When they were lucky enough to provide for themselves, then the local warlords would come in and take whatever food they could (and probably murder, torture or worse the people); by the time they arrived, we would be long-gone.

It was sort of the same thing happening here. The people couldn’t count on anything we did to help their condition… And we weren’t really making any concerted effort, to be honest. A few random heroes made excursions into this place, but other than that, we let Tyrant do his own thing. We put Reichsman on ice, but for whatever reason, we didn’t do the same to this guy.

A pair of children saw me approaching and their eyes grew wide with terror. They knew my outfit. They knew who I “was.” They huddled into a corner as I walked past, I could feel their thoughts as they begged whatever gods were above that I wouldn’t take notice of them. I thought it was strange that there was still that form of faith in this world. I would have thought any notion of “benevolent deities” would have been ground out long ago.

I couldn’t do anything for the children except to walk on by, so that’s what I did. With any luck, they’d wind up gaining super powers and grow up to topple the Praetorians, but that was about as likely as a snowball lasting more than a second in Hell.

It gave me something to ponder as I reached “my chambers” in the Asylum. If I want to do what I’m about to do, I’m going to have to change outfits. I can’t simply go about thinking that my “authority” is going to protect me, especially not with resistance groups searching for any weakness in the Praetorian armor. Since most of the forces were either Anitmatter and Neuron’s robots or Marauder’s bandit-like warmongers, they would probably turn to groups that didn’t have such massive support and pick from there. That pretty much only left Battle Maiden in the free and clear, since she had a whole planet of (somewhat) loyal warriors to come to her aid.

People like me, though, we were perceived as “weak” and we’re probably watched like hawks. If my near-encounter with Doctor Vasilikos is any indicator, I’m likely to be shot if I go about alone like that again.

Well, it shouldn’t be too difficult to find something else to wear. I mean, if the Rampagers can do it, so can I. I’ll probably wind up confusing a few people when I do, too.

I set myself to my easel and looked at the page I’d drawn so far. It was a depiction of the Babbage, or at least parts of it. I had a few reasons for this. One, I could explain to Mayhem that I was trying to work through the “mental block” by painting the thing plaguing my dreams. Considering her work with psychology, I would assume she’d understand that. The other thing, however, is that I’m working my plan and my escape route through this. I’m weaving streets and buildings into the gear design of Babbage…

The process helps me to plan and figure where I’ll wind up. There are still elements I’m missing, such as Antimatter’s laboratory. He’d brought that dimensional transporter here, so I need to find my way to his lab and figure out how I’m going to get a hold of another one. Then I need to figure out how to program it to get me home.

Of course, this whole plan relies heavily on one issue: Calvin Scott.

I don’t know why, but when Vasilikos mentioned him, I felt a twitch in my mind. It was like an opportunity had been provided, though I don’t quite know what for. I also don’t know when I made the decision, but I was biding my time for when I was certain Mayhem wouldn’t be around, possibly during the meeting with Tyrant that Antimatter had mentioned. Then I would get a look at the work my evil twin had wrought and see what I could do.

It’s odd. I have a number of reasons as to why I should hate Calvin. Well, not really reasons, they’re more like excuses if I were to be honest with myself. Hell, I used to be a petty and vindictive man, sometimes I still am. So I’m a little surprised that, when I learned what the Praetorian Calvin is being tormented here, my first thought was that I had to help him.

I feel a chill go through my spine. Mayhem is coming down the hall to my chambers. I reinforced the mental blocks, just the way Shalice had taught me, and prepared for another nerve-wracking encounter.


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Very interesting, Grey. I'd never really thought about the Praetorians before...


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It was a few days before I could get a chance to see for myself the damage done to “Praetorian Calvin.” Goatee Psyche had… Damn Valkyrie and that old sci-fi show marathon… Well, Mother Mayhem had been called to a meeting in Tyrant’s chambers. It was probably to discuss Antimatter’s new dimension-hopping device and my role in its test. I hoped my story worked to cover me when they told him, but I had a bad feeling that a squad would be sent shortly to bring me before him and his entourage.

I don’t like being in Statesman’s presence, I don’t even want to imagine what it’s like to be in his. Statesman always feels cold and calculating… And sad… It’s a strange sensation. It’s like he never really feels like he’s himself. If Tyrant is the opposite mindset and he’s done all this… It makes my mind boggle as to how disturbing such a mind could be.

Well, to be fair, he and his forces didn’t do all this. The Rikti attacked the Praetorians when they attacked us, too. I’m unclear as to the why; the United Nations reports indicated that the Rikti were looking for super-powered individuals, and the Praetorians fit the bill as well as we did, but they must have made an initial strike and pulled their forces to deal with the more concerted efforts on Prime Earth (my Prime Earth). A little reading over here indicates that only a few heroes (actual heroes, though the history books here decry them as lunatics, maniacs and fools; indeed, it goes on like this even before the Rikti War; perhaps this is part of why the meta humans here try to control things with an iron fist, they feel they’ve earned it after generations of scorn and ridicule) tried to fight back, and Tyrant pulled the other forces back with a “stand down or I’ll kill you myself” order. It worked… The Rikti turned their full attention to my homeworld and left this place in dire straits. They probably intended to come back later and finish the job if not for the intervention of Omega Team…

I should take a note to come back to these thoughts and dwell on them further. We isolated the Rikti from our dimension, but did we also contain ourselves with the Praetorians, Axis Amerika and a host of dimensions that all seek to do us harm? The Shadow Shard is right next to us, too, Rularuu is practically battering our gates (as best as a god who seems torn asunder across his own dimension can anyway), and with the recent peace negotiations with the Traditionalist Rikti, and some talks actually opening up with some factions within the Restructurists, have we cut off the one ally we could turn to if everything goes swirling down the toilet?

I don’t have time to dwell on that now. I have to deal with the matter at hand. Well, I don’t have to, but I’m excruciatingly curious as to the condition of Calvin Scott over here.

When I enter Mayhem’s chambers, I shudder involuntarily. There’s a psychic residue here that simply feels grimy. A lot of it is focused on the (surprisingly well-made) bed, a four-post affair with a sheer curtain. By the shades of the gray, I assume it’s red and pink, but I can’t be certain. The rest of the room has wallpaper covering the Asylum’s gray walls, and the paper has a peculiar floral pattern on it. Normally, I’d have expected skulls or something, but I suppose that even these lunatics still see themselves as the “good guy.”

A whimper at my side causes me to almost jump out of my skin. It’s Calvin, sitting in a simple, armless wooden chair next to the door. A dresser sits next to him, adorned with disturbing, lurid items, and for a moment I feel bile rising to my throat again. Choking it down, I turn my attention to the man who’s restrai-huh. Apparently he’s not restrained.

He doesn’t need to be.

I’m standing right in front of Calvin, but he can’t see me. His eyes, wide open with tears streaming down his cheeks because he doesn’t blink, are darting this way and that, up and down. He’s shaking lightly in his chair as he goes through some horrible torment the likes of which I don’t want to imagine, but I have to see…

I reach out tentatively to his head and brush his mind.

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I’m standing outside of a house in one of the suburbs of Atlas Park. I’m not sure which one, but I guess it doesn’t really matter. All of these neighborhoods look the same to me.

The sky is a greenish haze, and I realize that I’m seeing in color again. This isn’t new to me. I’ve often been able to see color in other people’s minds or by using their minds to interpret what was needed. The problem was that there needed to be some kind of connection, like when I pulled that image of Black Scorpion out of that jerk’s mind to find out why Arachnos forces were attacking Talos Island. If there isn’t one, the interpretation is even more garbled than my own brain’s, and I wind up with horribly stretched out or otherwise disfigured images or illusions.

In any case, in Calvin’s mind, the Rikti are attacking. They’ve bombed and blasted most of the towns and his wife, Aurora, has ignored Tyrant’s order. What’s more, she’s actually doing some good at confusing the minds of the assaulting forces. Rikti ships are actually firing at each other and some heroes look like they’re getting ready to help her. In the distance, there is a bright explosion and a shock rips through my mind. Mayhem’s down, I know it. For whatever reason, she was in the sky, either to convince the Rikti to turn away from this world or to placate them by killing Aurora.

Instead, she wound up blasted dead. Aurora seems distracted for a moment, but then she grabs the sides of her head. One of the Rikti ships, the one she had confused to fire on its allies, crashes to the East… Eastgate, the Hollows… A massive plume of dust and fire erupts from the other side of Atlas Park as Aurora crashes to the ground. Whatever shock went through her must have had a feedback effect on the Rikti she was linked with… They died, and the ship plummeted without control.

However, Aurora was beyond caring. She was standing again and looking about her surroundings. She turned to me, but since I was an “observer” and this wasn’t a re-enactment, but a memory, she simply walked through me on her way to her house. Apparently, the Rikti were forgotten now, as not only did she calmly and casually walk back into the building, the entire exterior world, ships, buildings and all, started to disappear.

Not wanting to be privy to a dark space in Calvin’s memory (that’s what happens when somebody doesn’t know something, the knowledge is “dark” because nothing’s there), I decided to follow her. What I found was a demented scene.

Calvin, clutching a bundle to his chest with one arm and clutching a knife with his free hand, pleaded with Aurora to stop whatever madness she was willing on him. Calvin didn’t seem to have a good self image, as the person I saw before me was exceptionally thin and frail while Aurora was… Well… She seemed to be a lot larger muscularly than she should have been. Heck, just moments ago, she looked the way I remembered Prime Earth Aurora.

The knife, I realized suddenly, was not being held in a menacing manner toward Scott’s attacker. Instead, shaking, Calvin was bringing it closer to the bundle he clutched in his arm. I blinked and realized it was a baby. Their baby.

Calvin and Aurora had a child here!

Suddenly, I understood the scene. Mayhem had dived into Aurora’s mind, possibly intentionally slaughtered the Rikti crew she was connected to, and turned to slaughtering the poor heroine’s family. What was worse, she was forcing Calvin to do it himself, and she did it in a way so that he couldn’t consciously resist, but he knew full well what was going on. The knife came to the whimpering child’s head and the world faded to white.

When the light cleared and images came back into focus, I was once again standing in the Scott family’s living room. Calvin was playing with their… By the clothes, I could only assume it was their daughter. Normally, parents didn’t put infant boys in bright pink, but then, some families didn’t care. I always took the Scotts to show at least some concern in such affairs, so I made my assumption.

Aurora walked in and gave Calvin a light kiss on the cheek and I realized that this had to be before the Rikti attacks. I understood the torture, suddenly. He was being forced to see how everything went wrong, over and over and over again… But something felt odd about all of this. There was an urgency to it… Some parts were done sloppily.

Normally, when engaging in this form of psychic torture, the psion implements a less static reality. The suburban scene is a classic, though images of “Heaven” or exotic locales, such as space ships or idyllic forests, are used as well. The idea is that the subject explores the environment and gets comfortable in it. Later, the suburb is raided by terrorists or burglars break into the home, Heaven turns into Hell, the Space Ship is sucked into a Black Hole and the forest burns. It’s the destruction of the comfort that makes the torture work. Once the subject is driven to the brink of despair, the whole process starts over again with the victim waking up and thinking they had just suffered a nightmare.

It reminds me of that movie where the guy has to relive the same day over and over again, but these things can stretch the length of time across days, weeks and the strongest psychics can make people relive whole lifetimes.

This, however, is just one moment of time, frozen in place. Calvin has to re-enact the scene the exact same way every time. It’s like a recording. Nothing changes. What’s worse, it’s like a dream. The clock has no hands, the calendar has no words or numbers. Only a few books on the shelf have their names on their spines, and that’s because they’d caught Calvin’s fancy that day.

This might not even be the day the Rikti attacked. It could be a mish-mash of different memories. Heck, I know I never saw Aurora with that “afro” hairstyle. Ope, it just turned straight. Yep. Definitely sloppy.

Which leads me to realize the purpose of this cycle: They meant for this to accomplish something. Mayhem and my opposite wanted Scott to break, but this was such a poor implementation, he’s just stuck. If he broke, he’d reveal what they want to know, but what would they want to know?

I thought about it a moment. What would Mayhem and Malaise want to know from Scott?

The illusion loop starts over just as Calvin gets the blade to their daughter’s head… Ah… I see, now.

When the loop comes back around, I brace myself and reach for the edges of the memory. Standing outside the memory, like they’re on a wall before me, I’m able to manipulate the little world. It’s like tearing at a painting, or more accurately, a poster. Normally, the analogy would imply that I’m about to cause irreparable damage, but what I’m doing will actually fix what’s already been done to Calvin’s mind.

Maybe…

It should, anyway…

If this were one of the more elaborate illusions I’d described earlier, Aurora would probably have suddenly turned to assault me, as she would be the “Guardian” of the dream. However, she’s locked into her motions as they were “remembered,” and she’s still menacing Calvin when I find the “seam” where the world fades to white and starts all over again. Dragging my finger across it, I start to tear at the memory. With a keening sound and a bright flash, the whole illusion unravels.

Aurora’s form returns to normal as Calvin brings the blade to their child’s head. It’s not quite touching her, and he’s fighting with every ounce of will when Aurora suddenly shrieks and Calvin throws the blade away when he regains control. Aurora’s shouting “No! I won’t let you!” and thrashing about wildly. Calvin is inching away from her and cuddling the child, but he looks terrified. I don’t blame him, he’s way out of his league here and it has to be the first time a problem like this has occurred.

However, his fears are ill-founded as Aurora suddenly throws herself through the window and flies off into the night. I watch her as Calvin does, and that’s when it hits me…

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…Calvin hits me and I fall to the floor. My brain is reeling, both from psychic feedback and the fact that he caught my cheek in just such a way that I think some of my blood vessels were popped on the point of my cheek bone.

Breaking him free of the loop has freed him from the chair, and when he looks at me, he only sees the man who put him there. He’s screaming obscenities at me as he straddles me, pinning my arms under his knees and starts to choke me. His face is twisted with rage and hate, and to be honest, I can’t blame him. He’s suffered horribly in these past five years, and mine is the face of one of his tormentors.

However, I’ve learned how to defend myself in ways outside just using my damaged brain to screw with other people’s. As much as I hate to admit it, Libby’s right, and I run the risk of causing serious harm if I just invade people’s heads and mess around. So…

Wriggling, I work to free my arms as quickly as possible. I'm able to get my right arm out from under his knee first and work with that. I snake it over Calvin’s left and under his right. Bracing my hand with my left hand as I barely get its attached limb free with how my body's twisting, I lever my right arm back in front of my face and it simply pops Calvin’s grip off my throat. He’s still got a hand on there, and it’s uncomfortable, but I can breathe again. Besides, I’m not done yet. Now that he’s confused, I hammer my fists against his face and he reels back. I punch him in the diaphragm and he rolls off of me, coughing and spluttering as he briefly loses his breath.

Picking myself off the floor, I glower at him. For a brief moment, I consider kicking him, but that would be too much. It wouldn’t be right, and, frankly, it’s a sign of the old me coming back. For a moment, I chastise myself for the thought, but it’s nice to know I could resist the urge.

“You…” he gasps weakly, “You took everything from me… Everything… But her…”

“I know what you mean,” I rasp, my throat still sore from his throttling, “But you’re talking to the wrong guy.”

He’s not listening, though. He’s lost in his misery while simultaneously reveling in his freedom. I know the feeling. The heroes who beat me after I went mad had no idea why I was so happy when they’d finally knocked sense into me. Simultaneously lamenting the damage done, the time lost, but also loving the fact that it was over…

Well, it’s not over yet, but I’ll wait a few minutes before I tell him that.


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He actually believes me when I calmly explain to him that I’m from an alternate Earth. He doesn’t quite understand it, but he says that while they were torturing him, he memorized Malaise’s mannerisms, and apparently I don’t twitch as much. I didn’t even realize I twitched at all.

Apparently, that was the point. I guess I’ll have to attribute the lack of a nervous tick to the “mental block” if it gets called out.

Calvin doesn’t understand why I can’t just let him go. Frankly, I’m having trouble understanding it myself. I could let him go and let Mayhem assume he’d escaped, but then she’d probably start pushing to “fix” my nonexistent mental block so I can put him back in that state when (not if) they recapture him. Then there’s the possibility, this is actually more probable, that she’d realize that I’m not her Malaise.

When I explain that he runs a good chance of getting captured again, and that they’d probably follow him to his daughter first, he agrees. That’s the big issue at the moment, Calvin and Aurora’s daughter. If it weren’t for her, I could gather Calvin up, wreck Antimatter’s laboratory, and hop back home.

I blink as I realize how over-simplified that plan is. I’ll be waltzing into a world of pain if I don’t hash out something better. Time for that later, though…

“Maybe you can find Cheryl and make sure she’s safe,” Calvin suddenly says.

“You trust me that much?” For a moment, I’m flabbergasted. It’s the first time anybody’s just simply trusted me without trepidation. Indeed, I feel bright, gleaming hope radiating from him.

It feels weird. It’s pleasant, but weird.

“Well, you come from a world where you’re a hero, right?” he looks up at me, “You can’t be as bad as that other guy…”

I could be. I was. I’ve been there. I’ve done that. If I’d had more time, more experience, I’d have done worse, far worse than what I just rescued Scott from.

But…

I like to think he’s right. I’m not that guy. Not anymore. It’s been a couple years, now, and I’ve been doing pretty well. I’ve been away from my meds for a couple days now (in truth, I’d already been taking them sparingly), and I feel fine.

I should start talking to Shalice again when I get back. I think I should get into a more structured therapy and not a never-ending battery of psychiatrists… But I’ll deal with that later…

Now. I have to focus on now, and that means I have to…

“Okay…” I finally say, “I came here to find out what the Praetorians are planning. They ported the Malaise you know to my world, probably in an attempt to get him to overpower me and take my place among the Vindicators.”

“Who?” Calvin asks, clearly boggled. The Praetorians he’s used to have their groups as small armies with one central leader: Battle Maiden’s warrior hordes, Infernal’s demons, Malaise and Mother Mayhem’s lunatics or, the most numerous, Marauder’s thugs. Apparently, the idea of powerful meta humans working together for a common purpose never occurred to him.

“The group I work with… Good people. They… They’ve helped me be a hero. They’re pretty high up in the circles, too, so if Evil Me got in there, he’d have been in a position to cause a lot of damage.”

“I see…”

“Well, I need to find out what these guys are doing, sabotage it if I can, and try to find a way out of here at the same time…”

Calvin looks at me and I sigh. I know what he’s thinking. What about me? is written plainly on his face.

“Now there’s you…” I level my gaze on him, “Calvin, back in my world, wound up causing me to be broken from my link with Sister Psyche, the good version of Mother Mayhem. This caused a massive psychic backlash that thrust me back into the darkest depths of my mind and I… I was poised to do some terrible things. Your opposite on my world took a lot from me… The respect and trust of my peers, my freedom…”

He looks at me, worry creasing his face.

“Which is why I’m going to help you.”

Confusion radiates from him. I sense something else, too, and it’s not here. It’s a presence approaching, but it’s still miles off. Mayhem’s coming back, so I need to wrap this up.

“Look… We all have trials in our lives. Call them what you will, ‘tests of character’ for instance, and I think this is a big one for me. I’m going to try to help you and your daughter get out of this Hell. I have to. But for now… I need to put you back in the dark place I found you.”

Fear radiates from him this time. He doesn’t want to go back. I don’t want to send him there again, but I can’t let him act as if her were locked in a trance of pain.

“Look… It’ll have to be the same as what you were going through before, but… I can add something… Call it a flavor or a fragrance… It’ll be a slight sense of hope in that place of darkness…”

“I’d rather the old vision,” Scott muttered, “At least then, if you didn’t come back, I wouldn’t wind up tormented with the thought that the nightmare would soon be over for all eternity…”

“Good point,” I murmur, “Well… If that’s what you desire… I promise you, Calvin, it’ll be over soon. I don’t place my word on a lot of things, but this is one of them. I won’t forsake you.”

“Alright.”

“Before I do this, though… As trite and horrid it is to ask this, even when you don’t have any reason to trust me… But I need to know where your daughter was before you were captured.”

He glares at me.

“Calvin… I’m a little better at pulling information from people than my counterpart, but it’ll hurt you. Badly. I don’t want to do that. Just… Look, I don’t want to threaten you, I don’t want to argue with you, but if there’s anything you can tell me about where to look…”

“There’s nothing you can give me to guarantee I can trust you,” he says darkly, “Why should I?”

“I just gave you my word, Cal. That’s… That’s my last bit of honor… The last thing I’ve got to give. If I don’t fulfill this promise for you… I’ve got no reason to call myself a hero.”

It’s scary how true that is…

Calvin looks at me a moment. Finally, he nods and leans back in his chair and clasps his hands to his knees, just the way I found him.

“Let’s get this over with,” he says and I approach him, forming the nightmare loop in my mind as I do so. I wait with my hand just next to his forehead and he takes a couple deep breaths. When he looks up at me, he mutters a name before I press my fingers to his skin and shunt him back into his scary prison.

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“My dear Malaise,” Mother Mayhem almost sings as she enters my chambers, “I sensed-Oh! What is this?”

“It’s the monstrosity I ran into in that other world,” I reply with a slightly feverish inflection, “It’s been plaguing my dreams… I was thinking… Maybe if I painted it… I could quell the visions and maybe break through this mental block.”

“Interesting…”

She almost yawned. I’m a little bothered by that. I might be putting too much effort into… Ah, screw this…

“My dear,” I turn away from the painting, rise and reach out to her face, “My love… You don’t understand… Being walled off from your mind is more than I can bear… I miss being able to concert my visions with you as we form and shape the minds of our patients. I miss being able to rest within the dark mire of your mind to ease the sorrow of my own…”

I can’t go though explaining myself to her. She doesn’t care. She’s evil, self-absorbed and increasingly impatient. I have to make my explanation about her or else this isn’t going to work.

That means sacrificing my sensibilities in regards to how “personal” I get with her. She and Malaise have a close, perverse relationship. While my affections were known (and shot down) by Shalice, Mayhem seems to have either twisted her Malaise into being enamored with her, or she returned his affection (or reciprocated his lust, whichever makes more sense; it makes my head hurt to think about it). So long as I don’t wind up in bed with her, I think I can…

Mayhem swooned as I finished conveying how much I miss massaging my ego with her mind. Damn it… There’s innuendo in that somewhere… I know it…

I wish brain bleach did exist. Then I could forget this next part.

Before I could react, she closed the distance between us and kissed me. It was passionate, aggressive, and more than a little thrilling. As much as I’d ever wanted to do this with Shalice, though, I did not enjoy this. It had the ugly stain of “You’re mine, and you know it!” smeared all over it. She ground herself against me, and I had to will myself to keep from vomiting. This is so wrong it hurts, and I’m losing my concentration on my mental block. I push her back and gasp for breath, and she presses her fingernail to her lower lip.

“Want to go to my room and have some fun in front of my husband again?”

She wraps her arms around my neck and gazes into my eyes. I suddenly have a vision of Tyrant glaring down at her and the rest of the Praetorian entourage, demanding answers for why progress into invading Prime Earth is at a standstill. There’s an image of Antimatter blaming the latest setback on me…

Which is right… In both a technical and practical sense.

Heh.

“I’m sorry, my dear,” I whisper as I untangle her arms from around me, “But I’m just inspired right now… I simply must finish this painting as soon as possible… Then… Then we can be together…”

“Oh…” she sighs disappointedly, “You tease me so much…”

“It will all be over soon, Mother-dear,” I intone with all the romantic inflection I can muster.

Hey! I’m French. We’re known for this sort of thing!

Amazingly, it works… I think… She pouts a little and nods. It’s odd to think that even an evil monster like her could feel… Affection? It’s lust, I know that much, however… There are the building blocks of a stronger desire in there… They’re smashed to bits under the force of an atomic blast of pure evil, but it’s there, deep down, she genuinely wants Malaise to love her.

When she’s gone I race to the bathroom and empty my stomach again. I can’t take too much more of this. I have to plot my course and get the Hell out of here.

I’ve got a lot of Steel Canyon worked into the painting now. Now I need to plot the major points of my egress and determine the best course to get from here to Antimatter’s laboratory. From there, I should either be able to utilize the devices he made to escape. I get the feeling he’s one to feel confident in his abilities… Plus, the damn thing technically did work, so he would certainly make more.

So I guess my plan looks something like this: Find Eve Dorn, she’s the one whom Calvin last left his daughter with. Rescue the girl, Cheryl, rescue her father, get to Antimatter’s lab, set some bombs (surprisingly, finding those should be the easiest part of the plan), port back home and let the latest scheme to assault my home and the people I care the most about get blown sky high.

Clutching the toilet bowl, I chuckle a little. I’ve made a good plan for myself. It’ll be interesting to see how it goes wrong.


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Look at that. A full-grown woman pulling off pigtails. Her crazy is off the charts.

 

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It’s not as hard as I expected to get some “civilian” clothes. In this case, I went for something of an explorer’s outfit: cargo pants, a hoodie, some tough-looking combat boots… The clerk had a feeling I was more than just the unassuming-looking Asylum orderly, but was wise not to ask any questions. After changing, I dropped the orderly outfit in a dumpster and made my way west.

I’m not sure what they call Independence Port on this side of the dimension, but the place looks…

Shelled.

Some spots look flattened.

I guess Atlas, or whatever he called himself here, tried to bring the port down with his bare hands. There’s a sign advertising “See the Colossal Skeleton!” and it’s pointing people to the south. Guess that answers what happened…

I can hear the sounds of near-constant combat, like out of old movies where the claustrophobic battle scenes are awash in the sounds of metal striking metal. I can hear men and women shouting, but it’s all angry and confident.

Again, the city looks like the barest minimum to keep things running has been done to maintain the city. Construction equipment still sits in mid-job, rusting as they hold up girders or piles of dirt. A see a few ghosts flitting here and there, a couple shadows move of their own accord. One gets too close to one the denizens that calls this mockery of Independence Port home, and winds up cleaved in half.

The Freakshow is still very much active on this side of the fence, and the rules of opposing behavior don’t seem to apply to them. They’re still nihilistic, self-obsessed blowhards, and they still get their kicks from spreading abject chaos. They’re probably the cause of the fighting I’ve been hearing.

A pair look at me, and they look like they’re about to do something when I send them a thought that the guy next to them looks like an Antimatter Robot. They don’t take the time to consider that the robot’s blue is a bit too dark or that the robot’s standing where their friend just was, or that their friend is nowhere to be found. They just gave a whoop and started swinging, quickly reducing each other to twitching, sparking piles of flesh and limbs. They were still alive, though. That Excelsior is some nasty stuff.

Yeah, I know it is. I tried it once, apparently, when I was all insane again. The doctors said that it probably contributed to further instability. Of course, considering the fact that even Freaks are rehabilitating lately, perhaps that was just speculation. Maybe they just blame their debased behavior on the drug, like an excuse.

In any case, I leave the two goons lying on the ground. When my illusions wore off, I could hear them cackling about how they “should have known” and that “this’ll make a great joke for Bile.” The sounds of metal scraping on pavement and concrete, accompanied by pained grunts, indicate that they’re dragging their bodies away.

I downloaded some information before leaving the Asylum, information on Eve Van Dorn. Before the Rikti attacked, she was last known living somewhere to the south. I recognized the address as being an apartment building not too far north of Icon… But I already expect to find scorched rubble.

I’m not too far off. A lot of the buildings have been converted into Freakshow Shanty Fortresses, those bizarre constructs that make it look like children with scrap metal and blow torches tried to make steroid-infused versions of their paintball forts. They’ve destroyed countless vehicles, wrecked plenty of apartments, torn down factory sections and ripped up the pavement. A gathering of about twenty of the cybernetic lunatics waits at the entrance to the fortress, apparently just having an average conversation.

I steer clear of them. Eve’s apartment building is down the street, and I’m surprised to find that for being so close, possibly even within, Freakshow territory, the buildings around here are largely untouched. They’re still damaged from Atlas’ pummeling, the Rikti War, and whatever else, but the Freaks don’t come here for spare parts.

I pass a couple children huddled in the alley. They’re wondering where their next meal will come from. I don’t know what to do for them, so I move on, but not without a heavy heart.

The building I come to isn’t much different from the others. Brick, scorch marks on the walls, some graffiti declaring this neighborhood belongs to this gang or that… The Freakshow one seems worn with age, which is odd, considering the fact it’s right on the door.

Once inside (odd, the front door isn’t locked; seems dangerous for a world like this), I’m assaulted by the smell of… Flowers? It’s like potpourri, and strong.

Really strong.

I take a few steps and…

It’s getting hard to think…

My vision blurs…

Shaking my head, everything gets clear for a moment. That was weird. Like falling into my dark place again, but… But…

I’m getting dizzy…

What the Hell is going on?

…

Zzz-Uhngk! What!? Huh? Who is that?

…

Zzz… Zzzz…

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“Wake up!” she shouts and my eyes snap open. She’s staring down at me, her face scrunched into a scowl that indicates that I’m not with a friend. Strange, since I’ve still got a weird “friendly” vibe emanating from somewhere. The room also smells heavily of flowers, but it’s not like that overpowering stuff that overtook me earlier.

Unless, of course, it wasn’t the aroma that put me under… Thinking back, it seems I might have been imagining such a strong smell… Like it was seeping through my mind.

“Who are you?” the brunette shrieks (I think she’s a brunette, anyway, everything’s gray again; she could be a dark red head), “What are you doing here?”

“I told you!” a young voice chirps from somewhere I can’t see, I seem to be tied down, “Daddy sent him!”

My job has become both easier and more difficult at the same time. Is this what it’s like for Manticore when he’s investigating? I don’t like this “everything’s out of control” feeling. I’m the one who’s supposed to have everybody else on lockdown, not be under lockdown…

Wait…

I’m always…

Nevermind.

“Wait, wait, wait,” I’m able to gurgle out, “Woah… Dizzy… Who… Who are you?”

“I’m asking the questions, bucko!” the woman snarls, leans close and presses a metal hand to my neck, pressing me into what feels like a couch, “Who are you and what are you doing here!?”

“I’m… I’m Jean-Pierre,” I reply, not sure if answering with my callsign would cause her distress, “I’m looking for Cheryl Scott. I was told to look for Eve Van Dorn…”

The name and this woman suddenly cause something to click in my head. See, she looks familiar… Purple shirt, black pants… Metal arm… A large metal arm. Her hair is short and spiked and…

“Clamor?” I ask as she looks to the other person in the room, someone I’m suspecting is Cheryl.

“Is he telling the truth?”

“Yes!” the extremely young girl answers with a confidence that is extremely inappropriate for her age, she can’t be any older than four or five, “I told you! Daddy was out of the Scary Place because of him!”

“You’re Eve, aren’t you?” I ask, “And she’s Cheryl…”

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“I’m having trouble believing all of this,” Eve says darkly as she rotates a cup of coffee in her hands on the table between us, “Other dimensions? It’s crazy.”

As you may have guessed, I've told her my story. We're now in the late afternoon hours and my voice is hoarse.

“You’re honestly telling me you’ve never heard of us?”

“Emperor Cole claimed to have an alternate version of himself captive under his palace,” she admits, “I thought it was just more propaganda and lies. He could have just dressed someone up like an American flag, you know… But you’re saying that was real?”

“And the heroes who rescued him,” I reply, “That’s how we roll where I’m from. We look out for each other.”

Cheryl giggles. She’s a cute little girl, she has her mother’s eyes. Apparently, she also has her mother’s psychic powers, she was the one who’d bored through my brain with the potpourri smell. She said, as Eve untied me from the steel cables I’d been wrapped in, that she’d been keeping an eye on her father for these past couple years. Somehow, she was much more knowledgeable about the world than she looked, probably because of her psychic connections since being in the womb. Because of this, she was smarter and more understanding than a child her age should be.

She knew I was coming and who I was. She knew much of my story before I even told it. I don’t know why she giggled when I said that we take care of our own in my world, but it probably had something to do with my “incident.” Still, she kept quiet and I guess Eve just assumed it was a joke of comparisons. Sometimes children found juxtapositions funny.

What? I like the word. Juxtaposition. It sounds funny, even if it is just “putting things next to each other for comparison.”

“Well, regardless, I’m running low on time,” I bring us back to the point, “I promised Calvin I would get him and his daughter out of this world…”

Eve gazes at me. I don’t need to read her mind to know what she’s thinking. She’s spent the last four years harboring this girl and surviving in the Praetorian-dominated world, keeping her safe for a man and woman she barely knew, one of which she knew would never be coming back. How did she expect to be rewarded?

At first, she had a surrogate daughter. That was apparently enough, then… Heck, with Cheryl’s help, she was able to get away from the Freakshow. Now, however, the responsibility was being taken off her hands. Now, she had nothing to do and nothing to protect her from the Praetorians and Freakshow.

“I can’t take you with me,” I whisper, “I’m sorry… I don’t even know if I can take them.”

“You can try,” Eve’s voice cracked a little, “Please? It’s so terrible here…”

“I know. Believe me, I know. I wish I could help you…”

She glared at me, then went back to sipping her coffee. Cheryl was petting her wrist. I don’t know what was going on between them, but they’d probably established a psionic dialogue long before I’d met them.

“I would, Eve… I would. I know better than most how everybody needs a chance… It’s just… You never know when that chance is…”

She looks to me and sighs. Shaking her head, she stands up and walks away and there’s nothing more to say.

“She doesn’t like it,” Cheryl says in that high-pitched tone all children that age have, “But she understands.”

“Do I need to worry about her trying to kill me, now?”

“No!” is the girl’s mortified cry, “Why would you think that!?”

“On my world, she’s a criminal and a super-powered terrorist named ‘Clamor.’ She tried to collapse a large portion of the city by devastating its understructure with special bombs.”

“Well, that’s not my Aunt Eve.”
Technically, she’s not her aunt, either, but that’s an argument for another day.

“Alright… Well… You believe me… You know I’m telling the truth, right?”

Cheryl nods.

“Do you want to leave this place?” I ask, “If you don’t… I could bring your father back to you…”

“Daddy wants to leave. He knows we have to leave. He’s so sad right now… So scared…”

“Alright, then,” I stop her before she gets really upset, “We’ll work something out. I need you to stay here, out of sight from Mayhem and the Freaks. I still need to work out where I’m going and how I’m getting there… But we’ll be gone within the week.”

“Cool!” she chirps and gives me a hug, “I’ll see you in a couple days, then.”

She sounds so sure that it will be exactly two days. I also get a weird feeling that I’m being watched. It’s not that feeling like you’re doing something wrong… It’s like somebody is looking over my shoulder…

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I leave the apartment and look around. The people here are worried about me and how I just wandered into their neighborhood. Worse yet, I walked into the very place that houses their protectors, and I walked out like nothing happened. Somebody’s bound to check on Eve and Cheryl, and they’re bound to be surprised to find that everything’s fine.

For now.

I have no idea what will happen when I take Cheryl out of this environment. She’s obviously the one keeping the monsters at bay. Eve fights the ones that get through (hence the robot arm), like Neuron and Antimatter’s robots. But with the little girl’s psychic influence removed… What would happen?

I can’t dwell on it… Thinking about it, I realize that she’s still in danger if I don’t take her out of here. It won’t be long before someone high-ranking or in the Tyrant’s inner circle notices this somewhat pristine scene and decides to bomb it from orbit.

If I could, I would take them all out of here… I can’t. I can only do so much good…

And it hurts to know that it will never be enough.


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Look at that. A full-grown woman pulling off pigtails. Her crazy is off the charts.

 

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And it hurts to know that it will never be enough.

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I guess he IS getting to know how Manticore feels.


 

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((I hate chapters like this. They're so dry and unentertaining, but it's necessary stuff. It's the "C" and "D" on the way between Points "A" and "F" (with "B" being an initial conflict and "E" being a final conflict). I'm glad to have this bit out of the way, though...))

Despite the decrepit state of things in much of Praetorian Earth, there seems to be enough of an infrastructure to support a working “Internet” of sorts. I’m able to run a quick check of the area and find a map to a Steel Canyon lab which supports Antimatter’s interdimensional experiments. Maybe I’ll be able to find more devices like the one they’d sent with my counterpart and get myself, Calvin and Cheryl out of here.

Maybe I can rob a whole bunch and get more than just us away from here…

There are a few articles I run across as I look for directions. It’s all pretty weird, considering what I’ve heard about the Praetorians. It was one thing as I walked about and looked at this city, but what I’m seeing in these articles… Public works, reconstruction, economic goals… It’s all contrary to a group of people who have spent their known lives (well, as far as we’ve known them) grinding the people “beneath” them underfoot.

“Atlas Park’s reconstruction is almost complete?” I whisper aloud.

“Yes,” Demetrios says behind me, causing me to nearly jump out of my skin, “It was a surprising move from Emperor Cole… Apparently he initiated the project after losing your Emperor…”

“Statesman,” I correct him a little more angrily than I probably should have, “He’s not a king by any form of logic… What are you doing here? How did you get in my chambers?”

“As Chief Orderly, I have a key to every room in the building. I can come and go as I please…”

“As a spy for whatever resistance effort there is against Cole, I guess that comes in handy.”

Vasilikos looks about nervously. I have to assure him that nobody can hear our thoughts outside my chamber.

“Have you found what you are looking for?” he finally asks once his fears at being discovered are allayed.

“I think so,” I reply, indicating the facility in one of the other browser windows on the computer screen, “You know anything about this place?”

“Oh, that’s a recent building. Antimatter hired a lot of people for it… Many in the resistance never expected to see them again, but were amazed when they came back out…”

“Probably hired meta humans exclusively…”

From what I’m seeing in these articles, the Praetorians seem to be trying to set up their world as a haven for super-powered individuals. It’s not the first time I’ve seen this sort of idea, but it is the first time I’ve seen a determined and thought-out effort for it.

The question, I suppose, is how they’ll treat the people who don’t have powers. Chimera probably stands out as what an exemplary human can achieve, but from what I read on the dossier about the guy, he doesn’t have half or even a quarter of the personality Manticore does… And since Manticore doesn’t have personality (heh-heh-heh), that means there’s only a few paths for normal humans to take, all of which have to be “of use” to those with power, and none really allow for any individuality or life.

I wouldn’t be surprised to find the normal people being used as slaves in Emperor Cole’s utopia.

“Well,” I continue, “I guess that’s a dead end. Antimatter’s more likely to use his robots to build the new portal stuff, keep any future invasion plans a secret from the general populace. I guess I have to keep looking.”

“You could probably find what you’re looking for more easily in there,” Demetrios suggests, “I’m sure they have information on all of Antimatter’s facilities.”

I hadn’t thought of that…

“Good idea…” I gasp and Vasilikos seems surprised I would admit it, “Thanks.”

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It takes me a little while to determine the best approach. Of course, since I’m “a major player in the Praetorian echelons,” I’m able to walk right into the building. That is, if I’m wearing my costume.

Instead, I opt for the incognito approach, with the same outfit I’d used to make my way through Independence Port (or whatever it’s called), and carefully watch the individuals as they go in and out of the building. I notice a lot of multi-colored skinned people, and I don’t mean brown and peach tones. Blue, red, pink… It’s a veritable fruit drink mix walking in and out of the building, with only a few normal-toned people. Well, I’m pretty sure that’s what I’m seeing… All gray, remember? Still, there are certain shadow behaviors colors make that normal skin tones don’t. I bet those few “normies” had to pass some pretty stringent tests to get this job.

I find someone on their way out and decide it’s time to copy them and make my way into the building. I’m not like that movie monster, the machine that can change its form to certain individuals and kills them to avoid complications. I don’t need to do that. I can change my appearance, cloud people’s heads to think I’ve been a different individual the whole time, even though I was someone else for most of the meeting.

It sounds more complicated than it really is. Of course, once the person has a chance to think about it later, they’ll notice the glaring alteration to their memory. One of my previous victims explained it to me as “I saw you in my memory, only your outfit and hair kept changing.”

It’s not the sort of illusion I should engage in often. I risk driving a lot of people insane, though I probably just give them whanging headaches for the most part.

Well, I fashion up a lab outfit, make my skin tone bluish (maybe) and head in. Everybody acts like I belong at first, and when I get close enough to a security badge, I form up one for myself and make it look like one of the higher-ranked ones. It’s not so high that it will make me seem like a big shot, nor is it so low that I won’t be able to fake my way past most doors…

At one point, I have to get through a door to get into the labs. I sweep a credit card through the reader a couple times and ask the security guard why it’s not working. He apologizes, and says the readers have been a bit wonky all day (they haven’t, I just made him think that), and he sweeps his own card through the reader to let me through. It’s so funny it hurts not to laugh.

Once inside the labs, I find a computer and start looking up information. There are actually five facilities in Steel Canyon, alone, but this is the first fully-functional one. One, however, has no requisitioned human or meta human involvement. It seems Antimatter is utilizing his robots only, so I’ll check there for more interdimensional devices first.

As a back-up plan, I try locating any information involving “Portal Corporation.” What I find is something called “Gateway Industries, a Collaborative Venture of Antimatter and Neurodyne Incorporated.” Some equipment from their facilities in Peregrine Island was requisitioned for the place I’m about to check, so I guess it’s as good a place as any to check out.

Now, however, I need to locate someone useful to get me past the robots in this facility. I have doubts I can fool Antimatter into letting me take Calvin and Cheryl on another attempt. I mean, I could work up some weird claptrap about messing with Aurora’s head, but what would be the final goal?

Oh crap!

How is Aurora going to deal with this!? She never had the opportunity to have a child back home… And she and Calvin are still happily married!

Oh man, I didn’t think this through… But…

Cheryl’s a powerful psychic…

I simply can’t leave her here… And Calvin here is going through madness the likes of which nobody deserves.

I guess I’ll have to deal with it when I get home. For now, it’s back to the drawing board…


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Look at that. A full-grown woman pulling off pigtails. Her crazy is off the charts.

 

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I wake after what feels like an eternity. I'm just tired.

Babbage looks pretty nightmarish, now. The real one actually has more round curves, not these horrid jagged points I've given him. Each part is symbolic of the steps I need to take to get out of here, the linework in the legs and feet representing streets and buildings I need to take, the gears in the torso are stylized to have the faces of the people I'm trying to help. The hands look like the sorts of people who'll be about to stop me. I won't be dressed in the Malaise outfit, so the minions of the Praetorians, likely Battle Maiden's, will be trying to have "fun" with me. Finally, the head looked kind of like Antimatter. I have to figure out a way to get through him to get out of here.

How am I supposed to outwit the smartest man on this planet?

Wait...

I think of Positron as the smartest man in my world, too? Huh. I never realized that... I used to think Aeon had a lot going for him, but...

When did I start thinking Keyes was the brain of the world?

A mystery for another time, I suppose. I've got work to do.

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I make my way back to Independence Port. There's a strange feeling in the air, and I know it well. It's hard to describe that sensation of "something's about to happen," but this is it. It's as if everything is topsy-turvy, even though the outward appearance is exactly as it should be. It's like it's about to rain, but there isn't a cloud in the sky. It's like a volcano is about to erupt, but the ground doesn't quake or make a sound. It's cold, even though it's eighty degrees, or it's hot despite sub-zero temperatures.

People are walking about the damaged city zone with a look of trepidation. Today, I can't hear the sounds of combat as I did before. The Freaks and Battle Maiden's warriors are lying low for some reason. I see some of Antimatter's machines clomping past, but they're ignoring everything but their assignment.

I go to Cheryl and Cla-Eve's neighborhood, flitting from alley to alley, wall to wall. When I pass the Freakshow Fortress, there are no guards. There's a heavy sound of grinding, however. They're doing something in there, and it's big.

I have to get Eve and Cheryl out of here now. The timetable's been ramped up by something I hadn't even considered, and this whole city block is about to get rocked with violence. I make a mad dash for their apartment building, a sense of panic increasing with each step.

It's not me. Cheryl's alerting the locals to escape into the sewers. This neighborhood isn't safe anymore.

"It's about time you got here!" Eve shouts as I storm in.

They're already packed and ready to go. Eve has a backpack slung over her shoulder. No matter what happens, she's going to try to get out of this Hell-hole. I don't blame her, and I hope she makes it.

"They're coming!" Cheryl shouts, "We have to go!"

I can feel it, now. Red rage is creeping into my brain. Monstrous thoughts of the horrible things Battle Maiden's warriors are going to do to everyone who gets in their...


Mon Dieu...

"We have to get out of here, now!" I shout, grabbing them and pulling them as roughly as I can into the hall.

Eve yanks free of my grasp and almost strikes me with her metal hand. Her arm isn't the same twisted, jagged hunk of metal it is back home, but it could hurt me badly. Fortunately, she realizes this, too, and thinks better on it.

"What's wrong?" she asks sourly.

"Someone bad," Cheryl explains, "Very bad... Scary..."

We run outside together. The streets are still empty. They won't be for long. The sounds coming from the Freakshow fortress have ended.

Why didn't we notice that? I don't have an eidetic memory, I can't run back through what I've seen and heard. They could have ended at any time I started sprinting for Eve's apartment. We have to get moving.

"One second..." Cheryl says before we leave.

"I must go now, my friends," I can hear her voice in my mind as clearly as I ever could Shalice, "Take care of yourselves. I trust you'll find a new champion to take care of you..."

"That's not likely," I say grimly, then mentally kick myself as I realize now isn't the time for pessimism.

"Yes it is," Cheryl says sweetly, "There's a submarine waiting in the harbor full of the soldiers of a man named Stefan Richter... He's had his agents in communication with me for a few months now, and they're ready to get these people out of here..."

"But they'll have to wait until after the battle!" Clamor pulled us into an alley then pointed, "Look!"

They were marching down the street. They looked ridiculous in this modern setting, these soldiers in medieval armor. No suit looked quite the same from another, and the warriors each wielded personalized weapons in various states of repair and cleanliness.

As they reached the neighborhood's street, I felt a wave of confusion radiate from the soldiers. All but one wondered why they had never noticed this neighborhood before. The single one without a doubt stepped forward, her soldiers parting as easily as if she were marching through water.

"Step lively, my warriors!" Battle Maiden shouted, her voice shrill and hoarse, "I'll hear not your fears of witchcraft and sorcery, or you'll find my sword in your bellies! I will slaughter these Freaks alone if I have to!"

"You'll have a rough time of it, babe!" a wild voice shouts from the other end of the street like it came from a loud speaker.

No... It can't be...

I look and see the Freaks shambling out of their fortress. There's no formation to their approach, they're just a bloodthirsty mob. They're always a bloodthirsty mob.

Even in Opposite Land...

In the center of their mass, holding a microphone in his one human hand that seemed to be connected to the two Noise Tanks flanking him (those megaphones mounted on their bodies always look ridiculous, but that doesn't make them any less effective), was Dreck. He had a familiar, smug look on his face. He'd come for a good fight, and he was glad Battle Maiden had decided to show. I could feel confidence radiating from him, and it seemed to be affecting his troops, too.

He was still an Excelsior-infused, over-muscled, haphazardly cybered up monstrosity, but now he had the presence of leadership. He wasn't just an alpha male of a pack, he'd given these lunatics something to believe in, even if it was still just nothing. They were so certain of themselves at this moment, they fully believe they're going to murder each and every one of these Praetorian soldiers and hang their corpses up as a warning to the rest of Tyrant's armies.

"This is all you've brought, Dreck?" Battle Maiden screams so loudly, she doesn't need the loudspeakers for him to hear.

"This is all I need," the words coming from the Noise Tanks rattles the windows of the buildings and causes the armored soldiers to flinch, "Don't worry, Battle Maiden. Punkadelic and Devastation are only here for effect. I don't need them to take you down, you roided up [dog]!"

Battle Maiden doesn't say anything initially. She just stares at him in shock. She can't believe the audacity of this "sniveling worm." She can't believe she's even entertaining today's battle, but she was ordered, by Antimatter who was ordered by Tyrant, to set an example of these malcontents.

Finally, she levels her gaze on Dreck and I feel a chill in my spine. She raises her sword arm and screams. The battle is joined after that. The two armies rush for each other, crossbow bolts and circular saw blades hurtling through the air to draw blood faster. I do a quick general calculation and don't like what I realize.

"Move!" I hiss and we start moving away from the battle.

The two groups meet just outside our alley and we can hear the sounds of ringing metal and screaming people. I chance a look over my shoulder as we rush and can see some of the combatants spilling into the alley. It's only a matter of time, now.

A clanging sound draws near and a circular saw blade bounces off the walls over our heads. Bits of brick and mortar spill onto our heads and the blade draws sparks as it strikes a fire escape. Cheryl lets out a little whimper and Eve hisses.

We break from the alley and find that war has spilled onto the streets. Freaks and warriors are everywhere, and each army is tearing the other apart. Cheryl presses herself into Eve's belly so she can't see the carnage. The cybernetic woman looks to me for help, but I'm too busy trying to plot our escape. The fewer groups we engage, the better it will be for us.

We take as near the same route I'd taken to get here to escape. Unfortunately, a fight between Tanks and Champions of War has collapsed some walls into one of the alleys. The industrial way is blocked, too, for the battle has broken open the sewage pipes, spilling green filth into the streets.

I guide them up the road, throwing illusions about when necessary to keep the attention of the battling armies strictly on each other. Clamor cradles Cheryl's head to her belly as we hobble along, she's as afraid of the war as the young girl but knows she can't show it. Me, I'm too busy trying to plot and plan our way out of here to be afraid...

Oh crap...

I'm gonna die!

A Champion of Battle runs up to me. I must have missed him in my sudden panic and he realized I was a nice soft target. He's a real warrior, this one, as he's completely unafraid to cut down a defenseless-!

The man is hacked down by a massive scythe. I recognize the green body the scythe is attached to. Bile looks down at me and my terrified charges, his one human eye narrowed darkly.

"Where are you going?" he rasps.

I almost speak, but he raises his scythe blade to my neck and I stop. His focus is on Eve.

"Clamor?" he clarifies.

"A better place," she replies, "And if you try to stop me, Ralph, I'll rip your arm off and stick it where the sun doesn't shine."

Ralph!?

"This one... You know he's with them, right? His DNA has him listed as-!"

"He's not that Malaise," Eve interrupted him, "He's... Different."

"Ralph" turns to me again and looks more intently. I don't know what it is he sees, but the scythe lowers after he finishes his "scan" and nods.

Well, it doesn't exactly lower. I hear a click inside it and he spins around, hurling another circular saw blade at the Champions of Mourning who are charging us. The blade bounces among the warriors and they drop with fewer limbs than they had before.

"Very well," Bile mutters as he scans the rest of the battle, "I will miss you. I've missed you for a while, Eve."

"I can't stay here, living like this," Clamor replies, her voice cracking, "I'm sorry..."

"You might have a place in his world. I will pray for you."

And with that, he walked off. Yes, the Freakshow here were certainly a strange lot. I never thought any of them could feel affection, much less love. As I feel the depression radiating from Bile as he methodically hacks and slashes into the warriors trying to kill him, I realize I may have misjudged these cybernetic madmen.

"Mal!" Clamor shouts and I'm brought back into the present.

"Right!" I shout and pull them off the road.

We hug building walls and crawl by the bases of fences to avoid stray fire. The fighting is fizzling out as we near the tunnel entrance to Steel Canyon. I can see why when we get to the train station.

Antimatter's robots are cutting down anybody who gets too near. With a shudder, I notice that many of the dead are the local civilians who tried to flee the fighting. A few among them are the combatants themselves who had just moved too close to the emotionless machines. That's not why I shudder, however.

This is Antimatter's contribution to the "improvement" projects. They're going to level each and every one of these city zones, rebuild them anew, make them unrecognizable to what we know already. This includes slaughtering anybody who gets in the way, anybody who might happen to be living in those cities.

It's terrifying. It's inhuman. It's evil.

It's wrong.

I'm trying to figure out how to get through this when Eve jumps up and charges the machines. I shout for her to get down, but it's too late. The robots turn to her and their visors glow. A moment later, green beams of energy are lancing into her, but she continues to rush them.

She smashes the head off the first one as she reaches it. The next, she rips its arm off and uses it like a club to smash a third and fourth. She then takes a robot by the leg, lifts it over her head and brings it down on a sixth. More beams strike her, but she seems not to notice. She rips pieces of the robots she's smashed off the bodies and hurls them into her assailants. Robot after robot drops to the ground, motionless.

After ten minutes of battle, Eve collapses to the ground, exhausted and injured. The robots are smashed, what few left are getting attacked by random Freakshow warriors. Cheryl and I rush to our champion to see if she's alright.

"I'm dying," she gasps as we reach her.

No... NO! It's not supposed to be like this!

"We could have found another way!" I shout, "Eve! Why'd you just rush them?"

"I just... I just knew..." she's having trouble focusing on me, the world is getting blurry for her, "It's what... What I had to do..."

"Aunt Eve?" Cheryl whispers.

"No, Eve! Stay with me! I'll get you to Vasilikos! He'll put you back together!"

I hate finding out I'm not as strong as I should be. I know a few passive defense tricks to get out of some grapples and holds, but when it comes to situations that require strength, I'm useless. I can't lift Eve, her cybernetics just make her too heavy.

"Let me go," she whispers weakly, "I'm fine... I'm going to a better place..."

"Wait!" I shout, "The Excelsior! It'll bring you back!"

"My feeder's long-gone..."

She reaches her human hand to Cheryl and strokes the girls' face. I can sense from her that the hand feels cold.

"Goodbye, little dove... You... You made my life worth living... You gave me something to believe in..."

"Aunt Eve..." the young girl was near tears, "I'll miss you."

She understands what's going on. I guess she got used to death fast in this world, no matter who tried to shelter her from it.

"Malaise..." Eve says to me, "You make sure... Make sure... She... Doesn't take my... Road out of here..."

I can only nod. Eve's eyes are closing, but she suddenly jerks to sit upright. Her arm is thrown over my shoulder and I hear another metallic click. Instead of a circular saw blade, a metal spike is launched from her arm and plunges into the Champion of War who was sneaking up on us. He's thrown backwards and impaled on the pavement as Eve slumps in my arms.

It feels like an eternity before Cheryl is tugging at me, but I know it's only been half a second. I can't believe it came to this. I can't believe I already failed.

I was doing everything right.

"Jean-Pierre," the girl whimpers, "We need to go!"

I start to gently lay Eve on the pavement. A crossbow bolt spikes into the street next to us as I cross her arms over her chest.

"Well, isn't this touching," a gruff-sounding man grunts as he stomps up behind us, "You crying for your hero, normie?"

"You think you're warriors," I hiss through gritted teeth, tears streaming down my face, "You're just cowards... These metal-grafted monsters are greater warriors than you ever will be... They at least fight other warriors!"

I stand and turn. I feel... Different. I feel righteous. I feel right. I feel like I know exactly what to do.

The Champion of War is reloading his crossbow casually. He doesn't know the danger he's in.

"You're just a weak piece of flesh," he growls, "In a moment, I'm gonna have my boys here have their way with you. Then they're gonna have their way with your friend on the ground, there. I'm gonna be having fun with the little girl."

"You sick monsters!" I shout, my vision tinting red despite the fact everything is gray, "You're not even human! Whatever shred of humanity was left in you is gone! You don't deserve to live anymore!"

Lightning flashes around Cheryl and me. The girl is hugging my hip and looking fearfully at these sick bastards. The soldiers look nervously to each other, then to their leader as he nods knowingly.

"So you've got some power," he chuckles, obviously unimpressed, "Big deal. I've cut down plenty of supernaturals."

"You haven't faced true warriors," I reply evenly, my voice wasn't cracked from crying anymore, "You haven't faced..."

I snap my fingers and they burst from the ground. I've never summoned that many illusions at once before... I don't think anybody has. Something feels weird about them, too. Something substantial.

"...Cimerorans."

They're the spitting image of the warriors in the strange land the Midnighters unveiled to the meta human populace of Paragon City and the Etoile Isles, save that they have no color. They look as if they're carved from granite. I haven't been to Cimerora, but I've seen captured images and have read many reports from heroes on the battle prowess of the soldiers. My illusory army is a mix of traitors and loyalists, blending elements of the uniform discipline of Imperious' forces and the savage ferocity of Romulus'.

I made twenty of them. More than enough to cut down this rabble.

Some of the Champions drop their weapons in shock. The leader fires a bolt into their midst, still aimed at me. I can't do anything to stop it.

One of the Traitors I created swings his shield up and the bolt smashes a hole through and tumbles to the street, clattering uselessly on the pavement. These illusions are solid.

And they're lethal.

With a wordless roar, they rush Battle Maiden's forces and carve them to bits. I turn Cheryl away from the slaughter. I can hardly believe what just happened. As soon as the last of the Champions are dead, the Cimerorans disappear without a word. It's unsettling, but it makes sense, I guess.

Bile is standing in the street now. He's staring at Eve. His rage is barely restrained.

"I'm sorry," I gasp, suddenly realizing I feel very tired, "She... She saved us..."

"You couldn't do that before?" the green-clad Freak barks, "You couldn't summon an army to save the day before she got herself killed!?"

"I didn't know!" I shout back, "I didn't know how, I didn't know I could do that, and I didn't know what to do before she jumped the machines and destroyed each and every one, avenging all of these people around us and clearing the way for this little girl to escape! That's what this is about, Bile! This girl needs to escape and I need to save her! It's why I'm here!"

He glares at me. I know what he's thinking.

"I won't stop you. But I won't help you, either."

"Fine then," I reply and guide Cheryl away, "You might still be able to save her, Bile. If you have any spare Excelsior."

We walk away and I can hear the Freak behind us. He was working to bring Eve back. I didn't know what to hope for. On the one hand, she deserved the peace she'd fought for. On the other, I felt like she needed to fight more. This world needed people like her in it. The Freaks here needed her.

Unfortunately, the most I could do was leave the issue to fate. Cheryl and I had to escape. I needed rest. I didn't want to spend anymore time in this world. I wanted to storm into Antimatter's factory, steal another interdimensional transporter and get the Hell back home.

But I was exhausted. Summoning those tangible soldiers took a lot out of me. I was barely able to walk as it was. Only the grip of the little girl's hand as Cheryl dragged me down the tunnel to Steel Canyon kept me awake. I needed to be at my best to help her.

"Soon," I thought dreamily to her, "Soon you'll be free... And we'll find a way to honor Eve for what she did for you."

"I know,"
Cheryl replied, "Come on, Jean! I need you to keep moving!"


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Interesting. So you're assuming an urban renewal on the part of Tyrant to make the Praetorian world what we see in Going Rogue, looks like.


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A demented, twisted urban renewal...

I'm not expecting Going Rogue's Praetorian Paragon to look that much like our own Paragon. We've already got evidence as to why in the Praetorian arcs in the 40-50 range. Praetorian Earth got devastated by the Rikti at the same time as Prime Earth (at least, that's what I'm assuming; the contacts that would be experts on the subject just say Praetorian Earth got attacked by the Rikti, too), and they never got around to fixing things. They sure did build some impressive armies out of the citizenry of their worlds, though!

The question is how do they get from the devastated maps we run through in the Praetorian arcs to the "Utopia" we've been shown in the preview? The logical assumption I would suppose is an urban renewal project. But how to fit that in with the diseased minds of the Praetorians? I figured an aggressive "cleansing" would be in order. I figure the Praetorians would employ a ruthless "If you're not with us, you're against us" mentality and slaughter everything that they came across before tearing their cities down and rebuilding them somewhat from scratch.

Mind you, I'm shooting from the hip here. I've got no clue what the Devs have in mind for their backstory. I hope it's better writing than what gave us the Praetorians in the first place, which is a rather rushed attempt at making "Goatee-wearing" Phalanxers and Vindicators (but some still fun missions... Save the Wolf ones and Diabolique; that girl needs to learn how to stand and fight, not race around the map like a lunatic because she got bit by a mosquito). It's a plot full of satisfying villains with an unsatisfying story... Which has been a complaint that's reared its ugly head again recently with the whole Reichsman incident, so I'm a little worried as to what opening to Going Rogue will be.


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