We all need a fresh Start man, Listen up man I had my Share of drama also, I am An Commercial Artist form NJ. When my mom got sick, she said there alot of Doctor in Pa that can help her, so we moved to Pa. Then my mother got sick badly and my twin brother left me behind to take care of my mom alone. Stress got too me, I lost my job and I develop Depression. I lost my Job later do to the Depression, I couldn't find another job. When this was going on, Coh became my Safe place, a haven too get away form it all.
When all this stuff was going on My friends where members of your SG Omega Sector, I join with an Alt of mine. I lost my cool do too Rl Drama and Snap at you guys and said some rude stuff too you and Cappy. I was really Mess up and I talk to Philly Girl about it and took some time off form Coh to get back on with my life. I never said sorry too you or Cappy, I no I try to say sorry to Cappy and failed. but when I recover form the Depression and got thing together with my life, I decided to return too this game with a New Persona Call Super Ratz.
Since I started with a much fresh out look on life and in Coh I never had an chance too say Sorry too you Omega, I never had an Chance, Please Accept my forgiveness.
Any way I no how you feel and just stay strong, we all become stronger by the Drama and the Hardship that we Face.
Never play another NcSoft game, If you feel pride for our game, then it as well, I Superratz am Proud of all of you Coh people, Love, Friendship will last for a lifetime.
Global:@Greenflame Ratz
Main Toons:Super Ratz, Burning B Radical, Green Flame Avenger, Tunnel Ratz, Alex Magnus
After reading a reply to a post of mine, I realized that the poster was right and I thank her. Those that were my in game friends should still be friends. So I will subscribe to a new attitude "Tabula Rosa", (Latin for Clean slate, even thought the literal translation is "Scratched Tablet").
I have been thinking allot about the 7 years I have been here and all the people who have come and gone. The few who enter our lives in any capacity and offer us friendship in any form. Maybe it's because I'm getting older or maybe it's because I realize that some things are to petty to get lost over.
Sometimes things snowball into a mess and you can't even remember anything other than being angry or feeling betrayed. The actual reason for the feeling is long since forgotten and revenge becomes the only mark left, a scar that you know and makes any sense to you.
The more I think about that the more I realize how childish that seems and I am to old and consider myself to logical a person to fall to such vices.
I have always chosen my friends carefully and in return only asked that they honor that trust. If I was once friends with someone then there had to be a good reason and therefore any anger I am holding onto may be misplaced.
CoH may be just a game, but when I think of all that life has thrown at me in the past 7 years, I also found it to be a refuge, an escape from the madness of my day. It wasn't the power sets or the missions, that's not why we play an MMO. It's the relationships we have formed here. It's knowing that when you log on there will be someone happy to see you and a level of acceptance that we may not be able to find anywhere in our daily lives.
To all that feel that I have wronged them, I am truly and sincerely sorry for anything I have done or you think I may have done. I do not wish to carry on in a fashion that continues to cultivate an appearance or actual breech of trust.
I will extend this olive branch (the term derives from the fact that it takes 10 years for olives to grow and if they are found you know there has not been a war in the area for at least a decade) and hope that you will accept it. There are already enough people in my personal life that I have lost to illness or the passage of time and I wish no one ill will, but rather my best wishes from this point on.
We are individuals, we are a team, we are a community.... we are Justice.
OMEGA-001
Leader/Founder of OMEGA SECTOR (Est. 1-16-06)
Best Regards,
OMEGA-001