Problem with Market taking my deposit, not listing item.

So I've been away from the game for a while and came back for GR. I flipped my PB to gray, and jumped into St. Martial. Found a black market and noticed I had a recipe that sells for a good amount now: Kinetic Combat Damage/End/Reach level 35, sells for over 100 million. So my teammate gives me 6 million to list (listing fee is 5 million and change), I list, click through the "this is expensive" window and watch my 5 million deposit disappear.

But wait, my item is still in storage. Nothing under selling, nothing under sold. The deposit is definitely gone.

Is there a delay or did I just lose that deposit?