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Here's some copy-paste from something I wrote...about two years ago today, as I recall. How do your characters spend the holidays?
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Snow fell quietly there, soft white flakes soundlessly impacting asphalt and metal in one of the world’s busiest cities. The sky was gray. It was early in the day. Yet, in a city that never truly stopped moving, there was an air of peace everywhere. Traffic was lighter than usual. It was a holy day for many, and a holiday for many more. A day set aside for serenity and contemplation.
Every bit as softly as the snow, a figure lit atop a post. First feet touched down, and then hands: soon the unusual figure was crouched with four points atop the traffic-light post. Even the few cars already on the road barely stopped. What would have been strange or unusual in other places--a powerfully-built bare-chested man with long black hair and spotted skin, a beast-like face peering all about—was fairly common here. The form was different, but the spirit was always the same: one of the city’s chosen protectors, keeping silent vigil.
The task fell to him that day, moreso than most. Everyone enjoyed time off, and his beleaguered fellow warriors were no exception. Still, their holidays were not his own. There would be no feasts to honor his rites in this place, even as others invited family and friends close by. For them, he would work as hard as necessary to allow the luxury of a day spent idle. It was a cold vigil, and it was a lonely vigil, but it was his choice, a choice made to honor his fellow warriors.
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In another part of the same city, a girl was just stirring on that morning. Her ritual for the day was one that would be repeated in many, many apartments and condominiums throughout the city that day. First, she would wake up. Then, she would need to take the dog for a walk. After that would be the exchange of gifts between the girl and her parents, and later that day would be a meeting with extended family for food.
But then, many things were different for her, as well. She no longer required “sleep” in the traditional sense: she would instead rouse herself from time spent dormant to replenish energy by drawing from any that was available in her environment. As she walked her dog, people would no doubt stop and stare, and some of them would point. Some might ask for advice or help, and she would gladly stop to assist them. When exchanging gifts with her parents, she would be dressed in a tasteful violet sweater and heavy denim. This would starkly contrast her distinctive white-pale skin and ice blonde hair. More than once throughout the day, she would have to remind herself how, exactly, she should know her family. More than once, she would be frustrated by her own inability to recall exactly how she once knew them all. And on every occasion that occurred, she would remind herself that she was loved by them, and that was what was most important. That made them her family, not her memories…or lack thereof.
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In the mid-afternoon, an actor would find himself upon an unlikely stage. Dressed in rags well below his worth, with makeup to make him look ten years older than he was, he would wait huddled in line with the infirm and the less fortunate: those who had no home. Well beyond their means he may have been, but he was like them in that regard: there was no place left for him to return to, either. That actor would play the part of a broken man with a broken mind taking a holiday meal from a charity kitchen. He would eat quickly and quietly, speaking to no one but the voices in his mind. When he was done, he would return his tray to the kitchen staff. An envelope would be taped to the bottom of the tray, and within the envelope would be enough money to, perhaps, keep the kitchen running for another three months.
Then, he would be done with the act, though he would continue to occasionally whisper to voices no one else could hear. He would take an evening service at a local cathedral, and the voices would—for the only time that year—grow quiet. Freed by his focus on others over himself and the influence of holy ground, holy words, and the faith of those around him, his mind would be calm. Peaceful. He would sleep soundly that night, one night out of many sleepless nightmares.
And he would look forward to repeating the ceremony the next year.
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As evening gave way to night, a woman in her late thirties with shaggy red hair would sit in her parlor, staring at a fireplace. Everything she had in that city, she had earned herself with her own work. Her own skills. She protected the innocent just as boldly as anyone else, but she had nothing more than her bravery, brains, and equipment to rely on. It was hard, hard work, and she would find herself wondering why she did it as her body continued to age.
She would turn that question over and over in her mind, pondering on the deaths of her parents. Both had died of natural causes: her mother of a stroke, and her father of a heart attack. Both had died in the past two years. The holiday season was always the worst, and it always made her wonder exactly what she fought for. She wasn’t young anymore, and when she was young, she never once imagined she’d live as long as she had. But for whatever reason, she hadn’t just laid down and died.
She drank a lot in her younger days, too. More than was healthy.
All that would rattle through her head as she stared into a snifter of brandy. She would consider drinking it, stare into the fire, and look at it a bit longer. It was a challenge. She loved the challenge. She loved pushing herself, testing herself. But she knew her limits now. Maybe it was time to focus on what her legacy would be when she finally shuffled off her mortal coil. At length, she would make a phone call.
“Hey, big guy. How was Hanukkah?”
“Yeah. Same here. Hey, you busy?”
“Yeah, I could eat. Thanks. And big guy? Merry Christmas.”
Then, she’d gather her worn leather hat and jacket and leave the brandy on her side-table.
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As night finally came into full effect, a broad-shouldered figure would sit in the middle of a mostly empty concrete and metal room. He would sit on a bedroll, staring at the two gifts he’d been given that year: a small artificial fireproof tree festooned with lights and a worked stone sculpture of a horse. An extension cord running to a wall would power the tree, and he would stare at it wistfully as he turned the figurine over in his tan and calloused hands. He had found it: honest work, work that he could actually perform both in spite of and because of his unique condition. The same condition that now kept him locked in the basement of a building slated for destruction, in a disused freezer: a room that could not burn.
He wanted to curse. His life had been…well, it had been simple before. It was far more complicated now, and that made him uneasy. When he thought about the tree and the statuette, he realized that his life was now tied to others. ‘Nette had said his place needed some decoration, and Jimmy had shaped the small granite horse down to the finest of fine detail. They actually cared, he realized, and there was a very good chance he wouldn’t ever accidentally hurt them. For the first time in a long time, he would smile. He would turn and face away from the lit tree, eyes focusing on the flashing blues and greens across from his bedroll. It wasn’t in his nature to be overcome with emotion. That never did any good, anyway. For just a moment, though, he’d realize that he was happy enough to cry.
Newton: I observed Mercury's perihelion moving 43 arc-seconds per century more than it should. Is this WAI? --Einstein |
Sooner Nation is back up and in progress.
Now, I originally posted the first part of this some time ago, so this may seem familiar. It has been somewhat updated.
Part IV is up. Since I had a complaint about the length of the parts, I've gone back to my shorter sections.
Grey's Army is updated, with a final closure for Roland's situation.
I had other ways this could have gone... Some angry, others not so much. I figured it would be best to just jump into the situation and see what felt natural as i wrote, though.
I'm not proud of that arc. It got away from me in ways I wasn't liking, but it was difficult to rein it back in. It made too much sense as it went along, but it was also simply the wrong kind of fan fiction. I just can't abide a player character massively influencing a canon character like that, not unless I got some sort of e-mail going "Hey, run with it!" from a developer. Since I didn't get such a message, I figured it would be best to let it drop.
This puts my characters back where they're comfortable. They're all once again on the fringe of things, no longer entangled in the unreasonable war between the Rogue Isles and Paragon City. While they're still there for the people, they have no connection to the vendettas of the heroes around them.
My Stories
Look at that. A full-grown woman pulling off pigtails. Her crazy is off the charts.
My posting of Grey's Army stories has dried up considerably over here...
And I need to get back to finishing My Beautiful Misery.
There is a reason for the delay, though. I HAVE been writing...
Just not anything here.
Last Autumn, I joined a group on DeviantArt. I could get into the why of it, but suffice it to say, I felt like I was hammerlocked into the decision by my subconscious. The group is called Angel Falls, and be careful, folks, there are some odd ones there (I won't link to it because there is a lot of risque material on display, if you want to find it, start from my DA page and bookmark as necessary: My DA Page, Ryat66).
A group of my characters, less-used ones from Grey's Army as well as a chunk of former BWO characters, have found themselves stranded in that city after running afoul of one of the criminal elements. As they struggle to build a new vehicle for Raging James so they can leave (they have a major "This is not my problem" attitude for a lot of their involvement in the setting), they continue to run afoul of the local hardcore fascists.
Now Cedric Grey has landed... And I don't think they're going to be leaving anytime soon.
But, I finally got to a point with my latest segment that I hope will free me up to get back over here.
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Look at that. A full-grown woman pulling off pigtails. Her crazy is off the charts.
Part X is up.
At least I THINK it's part X, I think I lost count somewhere. ANYWAY... I'm CALLING part X, and goin from there.
So, after a 9 month hiatus from this, I just updated all the stories since last May. I'm pretty sure I got everything.......
Grey, I just updated all the links to your stories (you got way too many... ) unless you want to send me text formats of all your stuff, copy and pasting each post is a PITA and I'm a lazy basterd...
My Beautiful Misery is updated and the main story is done. There's still an aftermath, but with every little bit that comes out about Going Rogue, I lose a little more heart about this thing.
I know the Praetorian missions were sketchy at best, but they at least were a window to a larger world that seems dashed on the rocks now to make way for this massive Retcon. I missed out on the whitewashing of the Fifth Column. I guess I'll get to bear witness to this travesty instead and learn how other players feel.
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Look at that. A full-grown woman pulling off pigtails. Her crazy is off the charts.
Thanks, Bayani. I noticed it earlier from the fan art section and joined.
As for me, continuing my prose... I decided to add another chapter to My Beautiful Misery.
My Stories
Look at that. A full-grown woman pulling off pigtails. Her crazy is off the charts.