Led4Free

*Megan thinks to herself while sitting alone on a park bench in Kings Row after the fight with Pseudonym*

She used 'severance'?! I can't believe she would go so far just because I dispatched something evil in such a way.
Did she do it because of the choice I made or because she didn't want me to have 'sight' to follow her when she left us?
Moody as always, the emo goddess. *smiles with amusement*

I suppose this whole situation was kinda cruel to the others, especially Max, but it is all easily fixed should things deteriorate from here.
I did create a reality anchor the first time we fought Pseudonym. I wonder if the others even bothered to take note of the footprint I purposefully left before that fight started.
I did it infront of all of them after all.

Well I could have fixed it, had she not severed my powers. *sighs* No faith in me at all.
No matter. I got her back and in time too. No doubt she'll be emo for a while longer tho.
I had hoped to avoid her having to die.

*An hour later, Megan gets up and heads for the train station on foot*

Mmm. I'm sure her severance power has worn off by now, so why am I still grounded?

*Stops with a shocked expression*

Oh no. . . . This avatar has been . . . "ABANDONED!?"

Megan (aka 'Shining Valkyrie')

(Magan thinks aloud within the vastness of her dimension of light.)

It's so infuriating. Seeing her satisfied with her lot in mortal life is depressing.
Months pass and she makes no move to regain herself. I just can't accept it.
She has always been the strong one I could look up to. My guide in this universe. The one who showed me a better way.

For what?

Now I am above all, alone. This was not how it was supposed to be. None of this is.
We now play the mortal game and I pretend to be intrigued while already knowing.
Feign weakness when faced with -insects-.

I know she will regain herself in the future, but time is running short. I feel it creeping up on this point in space, lured by that accursed well. Our darkness.

(a sinister smile creeps across her lips)
Perhaps . . . I could force her hand.
If it was to stop -me- . . then perhaps. . .

Shall I play the threat that would move her?

Entry 2:

Thrusday, June 9th

I was treated to a real experience last night. For the first time in many months, I felt something. Such a sweet sensation that I had given up all hope on feeling ever again.
The villain, Pseudonym, used a migic on me which I could only discribe as hellish punishment for my good deeds in the past. At least that is what I have come to understand. I'm sure he has no idea how greatful I am for that. Being completly numb for so long, this agony was a welcome reminder that I can still be hurt.

Unfortunately it was still only pain. None of that which is created by the remnants of divinity can possibly harm me. That would be like expecting the smell of a smoking gun to do me harm. Still, I feel a little more in touch with my old mortality again.

((Megan's writes on an etherial glyph suspended in the middle of her office. It captures more than just writing, but sometimes sensory and emotional information too.
It is invisible to all but those who are refered to in it.))


I've made many of these in the past, but this is the first I'm using for more than just practise. I will document my thoughts as a member of Liberty Force without going into unrelated details. *laughs* Wow. I wonder if I can remain so focused. Oh well, here goes.

Entry 1:

Monday, June 6th

I've taken over Andrew's room. I'm sure none of them understand why and may feel I'm just being callouse and opportunistic. Well, they're mostly right. It is a nice office and the location in the base is great.

Truth be told, the real reason is I didn't want Andrew having second thoughts before taking his journey of selfdiscovery. So I snatched the rug out from under him to be sure he had no reservations about leaving us.

I sense he's never been as alone as he is now. It's wonderful. At last, he can forge his own identity.
Time will tell, not I.

I just couldn't ask for better SG m8s
Our base is beggining to look like a death trap!
We are very ready for raids so lets hope they fix the Cathedral of Pain soon so we can do it right.
Amp the fun, I'm ready for it.

Sounds like fun. Too bad I dont have a PvP toon. Maybe I'll make one!
Cool avatar Torin